Once a discharged sailor in the next bed—the screen had long since been
removed—recovering from an operation, spoke to him of mine-sweeping
days, and perils of storm and submarine and he grew to regard him as a
brother. Both regretted the deluging waters of the North Sea. The sailor
in these times of peace drove a dust cart for the St. Pancras Borough
Council. The wages were good—but what a life for a sea-faring man! He
would have stuck to his old job were it not that a wave had washed him
down on the slithery deck and had brought his knee-cap up against a
stanchion and had stiffened it out so that his career on board-ship was
over. But those were good times, weren’t they? Oh yes. Of course they
groused. But they only groused when they had time. Mostly they hadn’t.
Dust-collecting was an open-air life, true enough; but there was a
difference between the smell of brine and the stench of house refuse. It
was in summer that it made him sick. The odours of the fo’c’sle were not
those of a hairdresser’s shop—nothing smelt so fine, he declared, as a
hairdresser’s shop—they were a bit thick, but a man could go on deck
and fill his lungs with good salt air. And the grub! What an appetite!
He conjured up gargantuan meals in perilous tempests. Nothing of the
sort now. Everything he ate tasted of sour potato peelings.
“That’s the taste of everything in these post-war days,” said Triona,
“everything in life—sour potato peelings.”
The dustman reckoned he was right. In those old days of mine-sweeping, a
man had no anxieties. He had no responsibilities. He was happy as the
day was long. Now he was married and already had a couple of kids. Life
was just one wearisome worry, a continuous accumulation on the debit
side of the slate, with few advantages on the credit side to balance. If
it wasn’t the wife it was the boy; if it wasn’t the boy, it was the
baby; and if it wasn’t them, it was his appendix which had just been
removed. Whoever heard of a sailor-man aboard ship getting appendicitis?
No, all them things, said he, were blessings of peace. Besides, how was
he going to feed his family when they grew older? And clothes, boots,
schooling? And he himself—limited to beer—and such beer! He hadn’t
tasted a drop of rum——. Was there anything like it? Sometimes he saw
it and smelt it in his dreams, but he always woke up before he could put
his lips to the pannikin. If only one could get something to hold on to
in dreams. He never had need to dream of rum in the navy. So much for
peace. Give him the good old war again.
And when his wife, a thin lipped, scraggy blonde, with a moth-eaten fur
stole round her neck (although it was sweltering summer), and a pallid
baby in her arms came to visit him, and spoke querulously of domestic
affairs, Triona gave him his unreserved sympathy.