So had the dustman. He waxed more confidential. His name was Josh
Bunnings, and he had sailed in every conceivable kind of craft from
Alaska to Singapore. But he had found no time for education. How did his
neighbour acquire it? Books? He shook his head. He had been cured of
books on his first voyage, when the second mate catching him reading a
tattered manual on gardening, when he ought to have been washing up in
the galley, had kicked and cuffed him round the deck. Triona’s mind went
back to his boyhood—to an almost identical incident. There was much in
common between himself and Josh Bunnings. They had started on even
terms. They had met on even terms in the foul fo’c’sles on the North
Sea. They were on even terms, now, lying side by side, lamed, their life
of free adventure a thing of the past. Each dreaded the future; Josh
Bunnings condemned to cart refuse beneath the affected nose of a shrew
of a wife for the remainder of his days; he, Triona, to deal with such
refuse as the world would leave him, but away from the wife who abhorred
him and all his works. On the other hand, between him and Josh Bunnings
lay a great gulf. He had made himself a man of wide culture. Josh
Bunnings had remained abysmally ignorant. But Josh Bunnings had lived
his life an honourable man. If he told his story to Josh Bunnings he
would be condemned by him, even as he had been condemned by his sister
on the morning of his mother’s funeral. So, when the dustman, with
another sigh, harked back to his former idea and said:
“If only I had education.”
“You’re a damned sight better man than I am, without it,” Triona replied
bitterly.
When the three weeks’ comradeship came to an end, on the discharge of
Josh Bunnings, he found himself lost again in a friendless world. The
neighbouring familiar bed was occupied by an ancient man in the throes
of some ghastly malady, and around him was stretched the horrible,
death-suggesting screen. And behind the screen, a week later, the old
man died. It was to relieve the nervous tension of this week that he
began a correspondence with Josh Bunnings. The writing man’s instinct
awoke—the mania of self-expression. His letters to the dustman, full of
the atmosphere of the ward, vivid with lightning sketches of
house-surgeons, sisters, nurses and patients, with here and there
excursions into contrasting tempests, storms of battle, and everywhere
touched with the magic of his queer genius, would, if sent to his
literary agents, have gained him a year’s subsistence.