“You did that on purpose,” she said at last. “You don’t suppose I
believe the story of the broken steering-rod?”
He smiled with some bitterness. Fate was for ever against him. The
moment they met in this extravagant way, there started up the barrier of
a lie.
“I couldn’t very well scare those young folks with a confession of
attempted suicide, could I? After all, the naked truth may at times be
positively indecent.”
“Then you intended to do it?”
“Oh, yes,” said he. “But it ended, like every other Great Adventure I’ve
attempted in my life, in burlesque. I assure you, that when I found
myself pitched into this clump of gorse and able to pick myself up with
nothing worse than a gasping for breath, I—well—the humiliation of
it!—I cursed the day I was born.”
“Why did you do it?” she asked.
She had scarcely regained balance. The situation seemed unreal. But a
few minutes ago he had been far from her thoughts, which were concerned
with the woman to whose possibly dying bed she had been summoned, with
the dreary days at Medlow now that Blaise Olifant had gone, with the
still beauty of the hills and their purple sunset shadows. And now, here
she was, alone with him, remote from the world, conversing as
dispassionately as though he had returned from the dead—as indeed he
had almost returned. At her question, he threw his chauffeur’s cap on
the grass and passed his hand over his hair. The familiar gesture, the
familiar nervous brown hand brought her a step nearer to reality.
“If you can’t guess, it is useless for me to tell you,” he said. “You
wouldn’t believe me.”
He took out a cigarette. She noted a trembling of the fingers.
“Do you mind?” She nodded, he lit the cigarette. “I thought here, at any
rate, I was hidden from you for the rest of my life. It wouldn’t have
been very long anyway. I had made up my mind some day soon to set you
free of me—and to-day or to-morrow—what did it matter? I don’t ask you
to believe that either. I don’t see how you can believe a word I say. I
gave you to understand, that I was in Poland—you find me here. When did
Myra tell you I was here?”
Returning sanity had corrected his first mad impression. How could she
be a mile from Pendish if she had not heard from Myra? But she regarded
him open-mouthed.
“Myra? What has Myra to do with it? Of course I had no conception you
were here? I knew you were not in Poland. A man—a Pole—I forget his
name—wrote to Major Olifant, last year, wondering what had become of
you. You had never joined him——”
“Boronowski,” said Triona.
“That was the name——”
“And you took it for granted I had lied to him too.” Her eyes dropped
beneath his half sad, half ironic gaze. She made a little despairing
gesture.
“What would you have?”
“And Myra never told you anything about me?”
“You haven’t answered my question,” she said, straightening herself:
“Where does Myra come in?”