Matthew shrugged his shoulders contemptuously.
“Your word is about as good as your bond,” he said, taking up his hat
and stick.
Usher rose and leaned his hands on the table and regarded him
reproachfully, wagging his head.
“I could not blacken the character of my only son, Matthew. He has been
wild, but I have a parent's love. Why should I give him £400 a year
when he did not need it? But when he has come to me in distress, I have
relieved his necessities.”
“I have learned all I wanted to know,” said Matthew. “Good-night to
you.” And he strode out of the room.
An hour or two later he was sitting alone with Sylvester over their
wine, in the comfortable dining-room, as he had done so many, many times
before,--and the same silence reigned between them. He lay back in
his chair and watched his son, whose face was turned from him in half
profile. He wondered what were the thoughts that held him so serious,
as he gazed into the fire. It was a man's face, marked with the cares
of life, the responsibilities of an anxious profession; proud, reserved,
and intellectual. Matthew was immensely proud of him. In this hour of
relaxed moral fibre, he was humbly grateful, wondered what pleasure a
brilliant man like Sylvester could find in the company of a dull old
country lawyer. It was only the love between them. His heart warmed
towards his son, and a foolish moisture gathered in his eyes. And then,
almost suddenly, came a great longing to tell Sylvester all. He was a
physician, accustomed to view the dark places in the human soul. If only
he could tell him, share with him the burden he had borne for so many
years! It would no longer be a burden. He would face the world at last,
a free man. For otherwise what would be the end? He himself was on the
verge of ruin. He might spit upon Usher's gaberdine, but Usher's demands
must be met. How to meet them and preserve an inheritance for Sylvester?
And Roderick? He felt crushed by this evening's revelations. He had
struggled as few men have struggled to make atonement. It had been in
vain. He had no longer the strength to make fresh effort. A word to
Sylvester, and peace would possess his soul.
Sylvester glanced round and saw his father's eyes fixed upon him with
a strange yearning. He rose, went up to his chair, and laid a hand upon
his shoulder.
“What can I do for you?” he asked, with more tenderness than usual in
his tone.
“Think well of me when I am gone, Syl,” said the old man. Sylvester
grasped his shoulder a little tighter.
“That's a strange thing to ask me,” he said. “You know what I think of
you. And for God's sake don't talk of the other matter.”
He moved away and struck a match to relight his cigar, which had gone
out during his reverie. Matthew was silent for a few seconds.
“Suppose,” he said at last, “that any one you loved and thought the
world of had done you a great wrong and had kept it hidden from you?”