Said Martin: “You are not laughing at me?”
“No,” she whispered. And after a long pause: “No, I am not laughing at
you.”
She turned her face to him. Her lips were very near. Mortal man could
have done neither more nor less than that which Martin did. He kissed
her. Then he drew back shaken to the roots of his being. She with closed
eyes; he saw the rise and fall of her bosom. The universe, earth and
stars and the living bit of the cosmos that was he, hung in breathless
suspense. Time stopped. There was no space.
He was holding her beloved hands so delicately and adorably veined:
before his eyes, in the dim light, were her lips, slightly parted, which
he had just kissed.
Presently she stirred, withdrew her hands, passed them across her eyes
and with dainty touches about her hair, as she sat up. Time went on and
there was space again and the stars followed their courses. Martin threw
an arm round her.
“Lucilla,” he cried quiveringly.
But with a quick movement she eluded his embrace and rose to her feet.
She kept him off with a little gesture.
“No, no, Martin. There has been enough foolishness for one night.”
But Martin, man at last, caught her and crushed her to him with all his
young strength and kissed her, not as worshipper kisses goddess, but as
a man kisses a woman.
At last she said, like millions of her sisters in similar circumstances:
“You’re hurting me.”
Like millions of his brethren, he released her. She panted for a moment.
Then she said: “We must go in. Let me go first. Give me a few minutes’
grace. Good-night.”
Mortal gentleman and triumphant lover could do no more or no less. She
sped down the terrace and disappeared. He waited, his soul aflame. When
he entered the lounge, she was not there. He saw the Dangerfields and
the Watney-Holcombes and one or two others sitting in a group over
straw-equipped glasses. He knew that Lucilla was not in the
dancing-room. He knew that she had fled to solitude. Cheery
Watney-Holcombe catching sight of him, waved an inviting hand. Martin,
longing for the sweet loneliness of the velvet night, did not dare
refuse. His wits were sharpened. Refusal would give cause for
intolerable gossip. He came forward.
“What have you done with Lucilla?” cried Mrs. Dangerfield.
“She has gone to bed. We’ve had a heavy day. She’s dead beat,” said
Martin.
And thus he entered into the Kingdom of the Men of the World.
CHAPTER XX