"Do not! do not!" said Brooke, earnestly. "It is too late. I will tell
you. You see, this deception has gone on so long, and his trust in you is
so profound, that the shock would be more than he could bear. As a priest
you have won his confidence, even his reverence. If you now tell him that
it was all a cheat, his wrath would burst forth beyond all bounds. He
would consider it an outrage on his holiest and most generous feelings.
He would believe that you had wantonly trifled with all that is most
sacred and most sensitive in the heart. Then there is more than this. For
some reason he is bent on marrying this girl. If you refuse now, and tell
him the truth, it will only intensify his resentment against you, and
turn it into a vengeful fury. There is no pain that he will not inflict.
There will be nothing too horrible for his revenge. He will say that you
deceived and cheated him unnecessarily and persistently; that even if
there was a necessity for it in the first place, you might at least have
confided in him after he had shown himself so merciful to me. He will say
that you must have found him out to be a chivalrous gentleman, in whose
protection you would have been safe, and this maintenance of your
disguise all this time and up to the last moment was a mockery and a
sham. And therefore," concluded Brooke, "every other resource ought
first to be tried, and this should not be made use of till all others
have failed. It will be useless at any time, but if it is made use of at
all, it ought to be last of all."
"Well, I don't know," said Talbot, doubtfully. "I will do as you say,
Brooke; but to go on in this way, and keep up this disguise till the
last, seems to me to involve certain destruction. I suppose he cannot be
persuaded to postpone the marriage."
Brooke shook his head despondingly.
"No," said he, "that is impossible. There is some strong reason for this
haste. He has, perhaps, extorted some promise from the girl. Perhaps she
does not love him. Perhaps he is afraid if he gives her time that she
will back out of it, and is determined to marry her while he has the
chance."
"If that is the case," said Talbot, "it only makes it worse for me. If
she does not love him, and all this is as you say, there is another and a
stronger reason for my refusal to have anything to do with such sacrilege
and sin."
"Oh, Talbot!" said Brooke. He turned his face toward her. It was a face
of agony; there was despair in his look. "Oh, Talbot! I could bear this
trial, any trial, for myself; but for you--for you, Talbot," he
continued, in thrilling tones, "for you I cannot bear it. Think! Can you
not do something?"
Talbot trembled. Her eyes filled with tears. For a time she stood thus
with quivering lips and trembling hands, struggling with her emotion, and
without much success. When she was able at last to speak it was in
tremulous, broken tones.