A Maid and a Million Men: the candid confessions of Leona Canwick, censored indiscreetly by James G. Dunton
John Stuart Mill · en
Well, that was just the beginning of an interesting evening. Madame was,
I guessed, a special friend of this M. Dagnier, for she seemed to have
carte blanche possession of the place. There were only two servants in
the house, and only one of these was a house servant, but we had a very
complete dinner, minus the service. And M. Dagnier’s wine cellar
certainly suffered from the repeated assaults made upon it....
Altogether it was a very jolly time and everyone enjoyed it to the
extent of their capacity.
Off and on during the evening, I found myself alone with the hostess and
I did my duty—in so far as it was possible to do it. I suppose she
wondered why I made no serious advances to her: I’m sure she thought I
was infatuated, and the combination of the two things had obviously
aroused her interest, for she made no bones about liking me.... It
seemed awfully funny. Now and then I felt like some kind of an unworthy
thing: I mean, she really was so nice, so generous and so utterly
sincere to me, that it didn’t seem honest or right for me to deceive her
this way. I think she was telling the truth when she said I was a
tremendous relief from the men she had had to play with. But she was an
enemy and her operations might be taking the lives of countless
thousands of American boys and men, so, of course, when I remembered
this point, I had no compunction about deceiving her.
We got back to Paris about midnight. Everyone was feeling happy and I
expected the Madame to invite them all in for a few good night drinks,
but she didn’t.... I was dropped at the barracks door, without having
had a chance to report my discovery to the Captain.
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Captain Winstead sent an orderly over in the morning to tell me that he
would meet me at one o’clock and take me out to see General Backett, so
I told Ben I had to take an officer out to see the General and that he
did not need bother about going out unless he wanted to.
“I guess the Gen’ll get along just as well without my good wishes,” was
his reply, so at one I met the Captain and we talked as we rode along
across the city.
He listened intently to my account of the conversation which I overheard
yesterday afternoon, and when I had finished he said, “I don’t recall
ever seeing any chaplain with her, but he might very easily see her
every week or every few days without arousing any suspicions. However,
we’ll manage somehow to keep track of the Madame all day Tuesday and see
if any chaplain shows up.... As far as that German goes, it only serves
to strengthen our suspicions: we can’t take her on suspicion, because
that would definitely sacrifice the chance of getting the other party
and tracing the line of information—and, after all, that’s what we
want. The Madame is just one cog in a machine, and we want to wreck the
machine itself....”
“I’ll keep at it,” I assured him.