A Maid and a Million Men: the candid confessions of Leona Canwick, censored indiscreetly by James G. Dunton
John Stuart Mill · en
Yet we probably would have succeeded in reaching the station in safety,
if we hadn’t become separated as the result of a series of shells
bursting so near that we had to scatter, and we scattered so wide that
we couldn’t get together again because of the shells dropping between
us.
I found myself with the General and we figured Chilblaines, Ben and Esky
must be about two hundred yards across from us, toward the main road
again.
I found out later that Ben was yelling my name at the top of his voice,
but I never heard him at all, and after we waited several minutes in a
vain hope of rejoining them, we finally set off toward the station with
the idea that they had probably gone on also.... We stumbled on and on,
but it was a long time before we reached that station, and by that time,
Ben and his party had been there and gone again.
We very quickly learned the exact nature of the situation: this station
was the apex of a triangle, the connecting point in the rear of two
wide-flung flanks. So far the enemy fire had been missing the station
because it was concentrated on the front and rear, particularly the
rear, to prevent any reënforcements or assistance from coming up. The
whole business was a useless, promiseless dogfight that had done nothing
but stir up a lot of trouble, although the left flank of the American
position had been forced back some little distance. Officers in the
station told us we were lucky to come through that shelling alive.
And they also told us about Ben and Chilblaines and Esky. It seems that
they managed to go straight through to the station, where they promptly
inquired about us. But none had seen us, so Ben set off again with Esky
at his heels in an effort to find us.... A little later he came back
lugging a smallish figure, which he planked on a cot and talked to for a
few minutes. Then he found Chilblaines and said, “Captain, you gotta
come along! The General’s out there an’ Leony’s out there an’ I can’t
carry them both, if they’re hurt!”
But Chilblaines refused to budge.
“Captain,” cried Ben, so loud that everyone in the place heard him, “are
ya comin’ or do I have to drag ya?”
“Since when do we take orders from you, Garlotz?” demanded the Captain,
with a sneer.
“Yere beginnin’ right now, you yella bellied stick!” And Ben seized his
arm and gave it such a wrench that the officer had to follow. “Now, ya
come along er I’ll brain ya!”
It was just after their departure that we showed up and heard the news
of them. The General fumed and fretted and talked of going out after
them, but before we could get anyone who knew the section to go with us,
Chilblaines came running in, one cheek bloody and an eye starting to
swell shut. He rushed up to the General and cried out, “Garlotz has gone
mad! Stark staring mad!... We were out there looking for you ... he
rushed at me and tried to choke me to death!”
“Where is he?” demanded the old man.
“Out there ... he collapsed or I’d be dead now.”