A Millionaire of Yesterday — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
A Millionaire of Yesterday
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“Try and think, Monty,” he went on, drawing a step nearer to him. “Don't
you remember what a beastly time we had up in the bush--how they kept us
day after day in that villainous hut because it was a fetish week, and
how after we had got the concessions those confounded niggers followed
us! They meant our lives, Monty, and I don't know how you escaped! Come!
make an effort and pull yourself together. We're rich men now, both of
us. You must come back to England and help me spend a bit.”
Monty had recovered a little his power of speech. He leaned over his
spade and smiled benignly at his visitor.
“There was a Trentham in the Guards,” he said slowly, “the Honourable
George Trentham, you know, one of poor Abercrombie's sons, but I thought
he was dead. You must dine with me one night at the Travellers'! I've
given up eating myself, but I'm always thirsty.”
He looked anxiously away towards the town and began to mumble. Trent was
in despair. Presently he began again.
“I used to belong to the Guards,--always dined there till Jacques left.
Afterwards the cooking was beastly, and--I can't quite remember where
I went then. You see--I think I must be getting old. I don't remember
things. Between you and me,” he sidled a little closer to Trent, “I
think I must have got into a bit of a scrape of some sort--I feel as
though there was a blank somewhere....”
Again he became unintelligible. Trent was silent for several minutes.
He could not understand that strained, anxious look which crept into
Monty's face every time he faced the town. Then he made his last effort.
“Monty, do you remember this?”
Zealously guarded, yet a little worn at the edges and faded, he drew the
picture from its case and held it before the old man's blinking eyes.
There was a moment of suspense, then a sharp, breathless cry which ended
in a wail.
“Take it away,” Monty moaned. “I lost it long ago. I don't want to see
it! I don't want to think.”
“I have come,” Trent said, with an unaccustomed gentleness in his tone,
“to make you think. I want you to remember that that is a picture of
your daughter. You are rich now and there is no reason why you should
not come back to her. Don't you understand, Monty?”
It was a grey, white face, shrivelled and pinched, weak eyes without
depth, a vapid smile in which there was no meaning. Trent, carried away
for a moment by an impulse of pity, felt only disappointment at the
hopelessness of his task. He would have been honestly glad to have
taken the Monty whom he had known back to England, but not this man!
For already that brief flash of awakened life seemed to have died away.
Monty's head was wagging feebly and he was casting continually little,
furtive glances towards the town.
“Please go away,” he said. “I don't know you and you give me a pain in
my head. Don't you know what it is to feel a buzz, buzz, buzzing inside?
I can't remember things. It's no use trying.”