To this I said nothing--partly because it was so true that I had no
answer to make, and partly also out of deep mortification and
dejection. My pride was wounded at being thus so easily baffled by a
girl like Layelah, and all my grief was stirred by the sadness of
Almah. In her eyes there seemed even now the look of one who sees
death inevitable, and the glance she gave to me was like an eternal
farewell.
Almah now spoke, addressing herself to Layelah.
"Death," said she, in a voice of indescribable mournfulness, "is
better here than with you. We would rather die here than go back. Let
us, I pray you, receive the blessing of death here. Let us be paupers
and exiles, and die on Magones."
Layelah heard this, and stood for a moment in deep thought.
"No one but a stranger," said she at length, "would ask such a favor
as that. Do you not know that what you ask is among the very highest
honors of the Kosekin? Who am I that I can venture to grant such a
request as that? Ask for anything in my power, and I will be glad to
grant it. I have already arranged that you shall be separated from
Atam-or; and that, surely, is a high privilege. I might consent to
bind you hand and foot, after the manner of the more distinguished
Asirin; you may also be blindfolded if you wish it. I might even
promise, after we return to the amir, to keep you confined in utter
darkness, with barely sufficient food to keep you alive until the
time of the sacrifice; in short, there is no blessing known among
the Kosekin that I will not give so long as it is in my power. And
so, beloved Almah," continued Layelah, "you have every reason for
happiness; you have all the highest blessings known among the Kosekin:
separation from your lover, poverty, want, darkness; and, finally, the
prospect of inevitable death ever before you as the crowning glory of
your lot."
These words seemed to the Kosekin the very excess of magnanimity, and
involuntary murmurs of admiration escaped them; although it is just
possible that they murmured at the greatness of the favor that was
offered. But to me it sounded like fiendish mockery, and to Almah it
sounded the same; for a groan escaped her, her fortitude gave way, she
sank on her knees, buried her head in her hands, and wept.
"Almah," cried I, in a fury, "we will not go back--we will not be
separated! I will destroy all the athalebs, and we shall all perish
here together. At least, you and I will not be separated."
At this Almah started up.
"No, no," said she--"no; let us go back. Here we have nothing but
death."
"But we have death also at the amir, and a more terrible one," said I.
"If you kill the athalebs," said Layelah, "I will give Almah the
blessing of death."
At this I recoiled in horror, and my resolution again gave way.