All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice
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“But you have a son, sir?” interrogated Doctor Perry.
The invalid’s face gloomed over, and he answered curtly:
“I had a son, sir, but he died to me when he disgraced his family by
jilting the sweet young girl to whom he was betrothed, and wedding a
low-born, scheming actress.”
He did not hear a low, soft sigh outside the half-open door, for Doctor
Perry said, with apparent surprise:
“You astonish me, sir, for we English have been led to believe that in
your favored land of America you raise no barriers against marriage
with those of inferior birth or fortunes.”
The senator answered testily:
“We raise no barriers against true worth, Doctor Perry. I myself am a
self-made man, risen from poverty, and not ashamed of it. But you have
heard that circumstances alter cases? Well, let me explain. My son’s
offense had not been so unpardonable had he been free to choose the
girl he wed, but when he took the marriage vow he dishonored himself
and his family because he was already pledged to another, a girl whose
heart was almost broken by his falsity.”
“Yet rumor says that she is already consoled by a promise of your
hand, sir,” the young physician ventured.
Senator Bonair’s face already reddened by his illness, flushed deeper
as he exclaimed:
“You seem well posted on my affairs, sir.”
“I beg your pardon, but no offense was meant, my dear senator. Surely
you know that the affairs of so eminent a person as yourself are
public property. All I have spoken of to you I have read in the London
newspapers, but perhaps I should not have ventured to discuss them with
you.”
“You might choose pleasanter subjects,” the senator answered quickly.
“For instance, my pretty young nurse whom we were discussing just now,
and to whom Tousey says I really owe my life, coming to me as she did
when I was in the worst stages of my illness.”
“Tousey tells the truth. You could hardly have lived a day longer
without her kindly ministrations at the time she came to you. But the
time has come when, for the sake of her own health, she must forsake
you and go home to rest.”
“Ah, she is tired, broken-down--you mean that?”
“Somewhat that way, for Miss Brown herself has had a serious illness
this summer, and that explains why she was found in this rude village
where she remains to strengthen her health. I hardly believe it safe
for her to remain another week in attendance on you. But here she
comes,” as a light step crossed the threshold, “and I will let her
speak for herself.”
Berenice entered, graceful as a young princess in her snowy white gown
and becoming nurse’s cap, and she gave the doctor a roguish smile that
plainly said:
“I’ve been eavesdropping, but, of course, you knew that I was there.”
He smiled back at her and retired, leaving her alone with the patient,
who, in his dressing gown, lay back at ease in his reclining chair,
watching with admiring eyes every movement of his fair nurse.