All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice
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“Alas! you cannot guess at all my troubles. Listen and you will own
that my words are true. My father, in his extreme old age, has met with
financial disaster that has wrecked his mind. He is confined to his
room, my mother his constant, watchful attendant. But worst of all, I
have incurred my mother’s anger by undertaking alone this journey to be
by your father’s side in his troubles. She forbade me to come. She said
it was indiscreet, unwomanly, and that I could never hold up my head
again if I outraged society by such a step. She refused me the money
for my journey, so I sold my jewels to pay my passage over here.”
“Dear heart!” murmured Marie, pressing Rosalind’s white hand, while
Lucile added:
“How noble!”
“Do you think so?” cried Rosalind eagerly. “And do you think your
father will be as noble in return? For mamma said if I dared risk my
reputation coming to him alone this way there was but one thing a man
of honor could do in return for such blind devotion, and that was to
marry me out of hand, to silence gossiping tongues. Not that I mind,
dear girls, but for mamma’s sake--she is old and prudish, you know--do
you think he would be willing to quiet her foolish scruples and ease my
heart by a quiet marriage to-morrow? Do you think he would be willing
to do me this kindness? Will you, my dear friends, ask him for me?”
CHAPTER XXXVIII. A BITTER SECRET.
“Rosalind Montague here! Ah, Heaven, what ill work is on foot now?”
The words broke almost unconsciously from Berenice’s lips when they
told her that her arch enemy was in the house.
She flung out protecting arms, and clasped Charley, as he lay in a half
stupor on his couch, murmuring, half distractedly:
“Ah, my love, my love, I must guard you now from her hate as well as
from your terrible illness. I will never leave your side, never, my
darling, never leave you alone, lest her baleful presence overwhelm
your life!”
The startled sisters thought she must have suddenly gone mad with
unwarrantable hatred of Rosalind, and they tried to soothe her frenzy.
“Oh, my dear, what wild words are you saying? Do you not realize that
it is wiser to be friends with Rosalind, who will have, as our father’s
wife, more influence over him than any one else? She is willing to
be friends with you, and that is noble in Rosalind, for she was the
wronged one in the beginning.”
But the beautiful young wife, who looked so gentle and spoke so softly,
could be spirited enough when she chose, and she tossed her head
proudly and cried, with flashing eyes and crimson cheeks:
“I will never be friends with cruel Rosalind, never! Oh, take her away
from here, I beseech you, and leave me alone with my Charley, in peace
and safety. You may all go with her if you wish, only send her away,
for I cannot know a moment’s peace under the same roof with Rosalind!”
Lucile whispered to her sister: “It is pure jealousy, nothing else--and
how silly in Berenice to fear that Rosalind wants to steal Charley’s
heart away!”