For some reason his mastery of the desert island was not complete. His
race's traditional handiness seemed to be slightly in abeyance; perhaps
because luck was against him, perhaps on account of a too pervasive
feminine presence. But for whatever reason, things did not improve.
Nothing came ashore from the wreck--not even when, after a small gale,
it turned over and disappeared. The banana shelter leaked in the rain,
and as Miss Wilbur sat steaming in the sunshine which immediately
succeeded she felt inclined to attribute all her discomforts to Spens.
He seemed to have no faculty whatever for evolving things out of
nothing, which, she had always understood, was the great occupation of
desert-island life. Their food continued to be bananas and cocoanuts,
varied by an occasional fish; and, instead of being apologetic for such
meagre fare, he seemed to think she ought to be grateful.
Now Miss Wilbur could have been grateful, if he had not roused her
antagonism by his continual adverse criticism of herself. She wished
to show him that she could be critical too; and so she sniffed at his
fish, and took no interest in his roofing arrangements, and treated
him, in short, exactly as the providing male should not be treated.
Man cannot stoop to ask for praise, but he can eternally sulk if he
does not get it. The domestic atmosphere of the island was anything but
cordial.
After all, she used to say to herself, why should she labor under any
profound sense of obligation? Even when he appeared to be considering
her comfort she saw an ulterior motive. He came, for instance, one day,
civilly enough, and pointed out a little row of white stones marking
off a portion of the island.
"The beach beyond this line is ceded to you," he observed gravely.
"No fooling. I'm in earnest. Of course I understand that you like to
be alone sometimes. Here you'll never be disturbed. When I annoy you
past bearing, you can come here." For a moment she was touched by his
kindness, the next he had added: "And would you mind allowing me a
similar privilege on the other side of the island?"
His tone was a trifle more nipping than he had intended, but no suavity
could have concealed his meaning. His plan had been designed not to
please her, but to protect himself. No one before had ever plotted to
relieve himself of Miss Wilbur's company. Subterfuges had always had an
opposite intention. She had been clamored for and quarreled over. She
withdrew immediately to the indicated asylum.
"I'm not accustomed to such people," she said to herself. "He makes me
feel different--horrid. I can't be myself." It was not the first time
she had talked to herself, and she wondered if her mind were beginning
to give way under the strain of the situation. "I'd like to box his
ears until they rang. Until they rang!" she repeated, and felt like a
criminal. Who would have supposed she had such instincts!