They were all standing looking at some wonderful sort of clock, a
calendar-clock--‘a triumph of ingenuity,’ said Mr. Green’s bright reedy
voice. The building had opened out and rushed up, people were passing to
and fro. “We don’t want to stay inside; let’s go out,” said Gerald. The
group broke into couples again and passed on. Miriam found herself with
Mr. Parrow once more. Of course she would be with him all the evening.
She must tell him at once about the fireworks. She ought not to have
come, if she did not mean to see the fireworks. It was mean and feeble
to cheat him out of his evening. Why had she come; to wander about with
him, not seeing the fireworks. What an idiotic and abominable thing. Now
that she was here at his side it was quite clear that she must endure
the fireworks. Anything else would be like asking him to wander about
with her alone. She did not want to wander about with him alone. She
took an opportunity of joining Eve for a moment. They had just walked
through a winter garden and were standing at the door of a concert room,
all quite silent and looking very shy. “Eve,” she said hurriedly in a
low tone, “d’you want to see the beastly fireworks?”
“Beastly? Oh, of course, I do,” said Eve in a rather loud embarrassed
tone. How dreadfully self-conscious they all were. Somebody seemed to be
speaking. “What _sticks_ my family are--I had no idea,” muttered Miriam
furiously into Eve’s face. Eve’s eyes filled with tears, but she stood
perfectly still, saying nothing. Miriam wheeled round and stared into
the empty concert room. It was filled with a faint bluish light and
beyond the rows of waiting chairs and the empty platform a huge organ
stood piled up towards the roof. The party were moving on. What a queer
place the Crystal Palace is ... what a perfectly horrible place for a
concert ... pianissimo passages and those feet on those boards tramping
about outside.... What a silly muddle. Mr. Parrow was waiting for her to
join the others. They straggled along past booths and stalls, meeting
groups of people, silent and lost like themselves. Now they were passing
some kind of stonework things, reliefs, antique, roped off like the
seats in a church. Just in front of them a short man holding the red
cord in his hands was looking at a group with some ladies. “_Why_,” he
said suddenly in a loud cheerful voice, stretching an arm out across the
rope and pointing to one of the reliefs, “it’s Auntie and Grandma!”
Miriam stared at him as they passed, he was so short, shorter than any
of the ladies he was with. “It’s the only way to see these things,” he
said in the same loud harsh cheerful voice. Miriam laughed aloud. What a
clever man.
“Do you like statues?” said Mr. Parrow in a low gentle tone.
“I don’t know anything about them,” said Miriam.
“I can’t bear fireworks,” she said hurriedly.