She pulled at her hand. The man was too near and too big. His hand was
not a bit uncertain like his speech, and for a moment she was glad that
she pulled in vain. “Very well,” said Mr. Parrow, “but we must find our
way off the grass and strike the pathway.” Drawing her gently along, he
peered about for the track. “Let me go,” said her hand dragging gently
at his. “No” said the firm enclosure, tightening “not yet.” What does it
matter? flashed her mind. Why should I be such a prude? The hand gave
her confidence. It was firm and strong and perfectly serious. It was a
hand like her own hand and comfortingly strange and different. Gently
and slowly he guided her over the dewy grass. The air that had rushed so
wildly by them a few minutes ago was still and calm and friendly; the
distant crowd harmless and insignificant. The fireworks were over. The
pathway they had missed appeared under their feet and down it they
walked soberly, well apart, but still hand in hand until they reached
the borders of the dispersing crowd.
CHAPTER X
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When Miriam sat talking everything over with the Pernes at supper, on
the first night of the term, detached for ever from the things that
engrossed them, the school-work, Julia Doyle’s future, the peculiarities
of the visiting teachers, the problem of the “unnatural infatuation” of
two of the boarders with each other, the pros and cons of a
revolutionary plan for taking the girls in parties to the principal
London museums, she made the most of her triumphant assertion that she
had absolutely nothing in view. She found herself decorously waiting,
armed at all points, through the silent interval while the Pernes took
in the facts of her adventurous renunciation. She knew at once that she
would have to be desperately determined.... But after all they could not
do anything with her.