Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2
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Julia had spoiled the news of Sarah’s engagement to Bennett Brodie. It
had been such a wonderful moment. The thick envelope coming at midday in
Bennett’s hand-writing--such a surprise--asking Miss Perne’s permission
to read it at the dinner-table--reading the startling sentences in the
firm curved hand--‘assert my privilege as your prospective
brother-in-law by announcing that I’m on the track of a job that I think
will suit you down to the ground,’ the curious splash, gravy on the
cloth as somebody put the great dish on the table, far-away vexation and
funny familiar far-away discomfort all round the table, ‘no more of this
until I’ve got full particulars on the tapis; but it may, oh Grecian
Mariamne, not be without interest to you to hear that that sister of
yours does not appear to be altogether averse to taking over the
management of the new house and the new practice and the new
practitioner, and that the new practitioner is hereby made anew in a
sense that is more of an amazement to him than it doubtless will be to
your intuitive personality. That life had such happiness in store for
him is not the least of the many surprises that have come his way. He
can only hope to prove not unworthy; and so a hearty au revoir from
yours affectionately.’ ... Then Bennett would always be there amongst
the home things ... with his strange way of putting things; he would
give advice and make suggestions ... and Sarah’s letter ... a glance at
it showing short sentences, things spoken in a low awe-struck voice....
‘We had been to an entertainment together.... Coming home along the
avenue. I was so surprised. He was so quiet and serious and humble.’ ...
All the practical things gone away in a moment, leaving only a sound of
deep music, ... mornings and evenings. Sarah alone now, at last, a
person, with mornings and evenings and her own reality in everything. No
one could touch her or interfere any more. She was standing aside,
herself. She would always be Sarah, someone called Sarah. She need never
worry any more, but go on doing things.... And then looking up and
finding all the table eagerly watching and saying suddenly to Miss Perne
‘another of my sisters is engaged’ and everybody, even Trixie and
Beadie, excited and interested.
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