“Eh, my dear--I don’t understand,” said Miss Haddie thwarted and
frowning.
“Aw,” said Miriam, jabbing the table, “kicked the bucket.”
“My dear child, you use such strange language--I can’t follow ye.”
“Oh well, you see, he went to America. It was in New York. I heard about
it in January. He caught that funny illness. You know. Influenza--and
died.”
“Eh, my poor dear child, I’m very sorry for ye. Ye _do_ seem to have
troubles.”
“Ah well, yes, and then the queer thing is that he was really only the
friend of my real friend. And it was my real friend who told me about it
and gave me a message he sent me and didn’t like it, of course.
Naturally.”
“Well _really_, Miriam,” said Miss Haddie, blushing, with a little laugh
half choked by a cough.
“Oh yes, then of course one meets people--at dances. It’s appalling.”
“I wish I understood ye, my dear.”
“Oh well, it doesn’t make any difference now. I shall hardly ever meet
anybody now.”
Miss Haddie pondered over the table with features that worked slightly
as she made little murmuring sounds. “Eh no. Ye needn’t think that. Ye
shouldn’t think like that.... Things happen sometimes ... just when ye
least expect it.”
“Not to me.”
“Oh, things will happen to ye--never fear.... Now, my dear child, trot
along with ye off to bed.”
Miriam braced herself against Miss Haddie’s gentle shaking of her
shoulders and the quiet kiss on her forehead that followed it.
4
The strengthening of her intimacy with Miss Haddie was the first of the
many changes brought to Miriam by Julia Doyle. At the beginning of the
spring term her two room mates were transferred to Julia’s care. The two
back rooms became a little hive of girls over which Julia seemed to
preside. She handled them all easily. There was rollicking and laughter
in the back bedrooms, but never any sign that the girls were “going too
far,” and their escapades were not allowed to reach across the landing.
Her large front room was, Miriam realised as the term went on, being
secretly and fiercely guarded by Julia.
The fabric of the days too had changed. All day--during the midday
constitutional when she often found Julia at her side walking in her
curious springy lounging way and took the walk in a comforting silence
resting her weary throat, during the evenings of study and the
unemployed intervals of the long Sundays--Julia seemed to come between
her and the girls. She mastered them all with her speech and laughter.
Miriam felt that when they were all together she was always in some
hidden way on the alert. She never jested with Miriam but when they were
alone, and rarely then. Usually she addressed her in a low tone and as
if half beside herself with some overpowering emotion. It was owing too
to Julia’s presence in the school that an unexpected freedom came to
Miriam every day during the hour between afternoon school and tea-time.