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The baron dines at home to-day, so I will close, in order not to be a
moment late. You see I am growing to be a model wife, if not a heroic
woman. I see the baron from my window beating a poor dwarf, at the
entrance of the alley. He has lost at play. In haste and love, dear
ones, adieu.
Faithfully your own, ELLEN.
_From the Baroness Von Eulaw to Mrs. Perces Thornton._
BERLIN, December 2, 1895.
DEAR MOTHER: Is there but one depth for a creature like him I call
husband? What mockery in a name! What have I suffered for him, and what
concealed in my pride! And this is my reward!—To have been made the dupe
of a dastardly plot to ensnare cowardly victims! to have sullied my
skirts with the dust of a usurer’s and gambler’s den! to have my name
blazoned side by side with the modern Cora Pearls in every court journal
in Europe! to have been led into the lair blindly, by one who is sworn
to be my protector! to have followed in faith the man who could load the
dice of his self-imposed despair, with a wife’s dishonor!
But I must remember that all this is a riddle to you, and must read like
the ravings of a maddened brain, so I will give you the story of my
shame and rage, albeit it has probably already been telegraphed over two
continents. Verily, it is too sweet a morsel to escape the newspapers.
As I believe I mentioned to you, invitations were issued for a ball, to
be given at the Chateau d’Or. I noticed that the occurrence was making
rather a stir, and especially that the baron was unwontedly nervous over
the event, insomuch that when I proposed sending regrets, he fell into a
violent rage, and declared that I would ruin him, past and future.
Naturally, I did not comprehend his meaning, but, seeming to take it so
much to heart, I readily consented to accompany him, asking no further
questions.
Arrived at the place of what later proved to be a scene of the most
disgraceful orgies, we entered the salon, and instantly my heart misgave
me. There was present a mixed assemblage of people, among them a few
whom I had met in the best circles—a few who seemed equally out of place
with myself—and many of that nondescript quality found in every society,
who defy comment. But not until we were presented to the receiving
party, was my amazement at its climax. I am not yet sufficiently in
possession of myself, to describe the magnificent apartments of the
interior of this most superb mansion. All that wealth could bring from
the uttermost ends of the earth, contributed to the sumptuousness of
these most artistic apartments. No smallest detail had been forgotten in
the programme for this entertainment, even to the grottoes with singing
birds, and floes of ice in seas of wine.