“No! though I will say in passing that, whatever I might do, no woman,
be she termagant or angel, has ever lived long enough to escape the
opprobrium arising from the poisonous effluvia of the divorce courts!
However, that is not the subject under discussion, and my unhappy feet
are placed upon more tenable ground. I confess myself, then, not strong
enough to defy the convictions of a life given much—the maturer portion,
at least—to an examination of the ethics of the question. And I
resolutely affirm that, in my own mind, I am convinced that to seek to
evade the results of my own deliberate action, would be sinful, and in
violation of my own conscientious perceptions—‘a grieving of the
Spirit,’ in the language of a very old author, and, therefore, a sin
against the Holy Ghost.”
Is it possible, thought Morning, forgetful for the moment of the purpose
that had brought him there, that in this evening of the nineteenth
century a cultivated woman, herself the victim of a system fiendish in
its power to forge public opinion, and cruel as the Inquisition, should
have the courage thus to look her awful destiny in the face tranquilly,
and smilingly set upon it the cold white seal of conscience? And for a
brief moment he wondered if she were a saint or a lunatic.
Then he thought of the many shafts of argument that might be let loose
to pierce the diseased cuticle of her morbid philosophy, but he had not
the heart, or, rather, he lacked entire faith in their efficacy, so he
sat silently counting his heart beats. Finally, taking alarm at his
protracted silence, she resumed:—
“Do not misunderstand me; I am not narrow enough to convict, or egotist
enough to try to convert, others to my way of thinking; I only speak for
myself.”
“Your missionary seed would fall upon stony ground if you were so
disposed,” he answered quickly, almost rudely. “Ellen Thornton,” he
continued, ignoring the hateful title that seemed to have engulfed her
body and soul for all of him, “for thirteen years fate has been
circumventing our lives. I have heard your name over seas as you have
heard mine, familiar to all but each other. I have loved you with hope
and without it. Great wealth has been my portion, yet I would be a
beggar to-night if you would but share my crust with me, with love like
mine.”
Into the eyes of the woman, fierce with resolution and despair, there
came tears, half of pity, half of joy—pity for his fate and hers, joy
for that the love she had deemed lost and gone from their lives was
here, tireless and strong as the sea, immortal and sweet as the morning,
and the voice of the man whose head was bent near her own thrilled her
with its music.