“Wait for what? for somebody to die?” broke in Morning hotly. “For
somebody to die, that is the English of it. Most lives are made what
they are by some woman. She may be a mother, a sister not likely. Since
I received that long-lost letter—anathemas upon that circular desk,” and
he pounded the “shaker” arm with his fist—“I have had but one
inspiration in my projects, one question always ringing in my
ears,—‘What will she think of it?’ Now I have found you only to hear
from your own lips that my life is a failure, and yours a moral suicide,
which I seem as helpless to prevent as I am to put a stay upon yonder
waves that lash themselves to spray upon the rocks.”
“David Morning,” and her voice was firm now, “I think I owe it to you as
well as myself to tell you, even with the marriage ring upon my finger,
that I wish I were free from the yoke of this fateful marriage; that if
I could be delivered from the body of this death, then could I mount
with glad wings the great height to which your love would raise me. But
I could have no weight of a crying conscience upon my feet, no wail of
wounded justice behind me, and so I will bear it to the end.”
“You say, even with that marriage ring upon your finger. What care I,”
said he, rising and standing before her, “for that circlet of gold upon
your beautiful hand? I know it is a mockery, so do you, and but for it
that hand might have been mine, and all these years have been saved to
love and the heart’s gladness. What signifies the sanction of the law if
you have not the sanction of your own soul? I shall not seek to dissuade
you more, but one question I will ask of you, and if wealth could buy
words eloquent enough to couch it in, I would surrender my possessions
and delve for it again, if need be, in the depths of the earth. But
truth is simple, and so I beg of you to answer from your soul, and
thereafter I will do as you bid me. Do you love me, darling? do you?”
and he bent over her chair.
She lifted a face radiant with beautiful light. “Dearest,” said she
softly, and David Morning thrilled with delight—“dearest, I am glad that
this meeting and this understanding have come to us just here, where
hundreds of eyes are upon us, for, if it were otherwise, I should forget
all else except my desire to comfort you, and should place my arms about
your neck, and ask you to seal upon my lips your forgiveness of me for
all that I have made you suffer. God help me, I do love you, and I never
loved any other. You are my hero, my darling, and my heart’s delight.
All these years I have loved you, until the hour of death I shall love
you, and beyond the gates I shall love you forever, and forever more.”
Only a great sob came from the breast of David Morning.