Brewster's Millions — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Brewster's Millions
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Alone in her stateroom after signing the agreement, she wondered what
he would think of her. She owed him so much that she at least should
have stood by him. She felt that he would be conscious of this? How
could she have turned against him? He would not understand--of course
he would never understand. And he would hate her with the others--more
than the others. It was all a wretched muddle and she could not see her
way out of it.
Monty found his guests very difficult. They listened to his plans with
but little interest, and he could not but see that they were
uncomfortable. The situation was new to their experience, and they were
under a strain. "They mope around like a lot of pouting boys and
girls," he growled to himself. "But it's the North Cape now in spite of
everything. I don't care if the whole crowd deserts me, my mind is made
up."
Try as he would, he could not see Peggy alone. He had much that he
wanted to say to her and he hungered for the consolation her approval
would bring him, but she clung to Pettingill with a tenacity that was
discouraging. The old feeling of jealousy that was connected with Como
again disturbed him.
"She thinks that I am a hopeless, brainless idiot," he said to himself.
"And I don't blame her, either."
Just before nightfall he noticed that his friends were assembling in
the bow. As he started to join the group "Subway" Smith and DeMille
advanced to meet him. Some of the others were smiling a little
sheepishly, but the two men were pictures of solemnity and decision.
"Monty," said DeMille steadily, "we have been conspiring against you
and have decided that we sail for New York to-morrow morning."
Brewster stopped short and the expression on his face was one they
never could forget. Bewilderment, uncertainty and pain succeeded each
other like flashes of light. Not a word was spoken for several seconds.
The red of humiliation slowly mounted to his cheeks, while in his eyes
wavered the look of one who has been hunted down.
"You have decided?" he asked lifelessly, and more than one heart went
out in pity to him.
"We hated to do it, Monty, but for your own sake there was no other
way," said "Subway" Smith quickly. "We took a vote and there wasn't a
dissenting voice."
"It is a plain case of mutiny, I take it," said Monty, utterly alone
and heart-sick.
"It isn't necessary to tell you why we have taken this step," said
DeMille. "It is heart-breaking to oppose you at this stage of the game.
You've been the best ever and--"
"Cut that," cried Monty, and his confidence in himself was fast
returning. "This is no time to throw bouquets."
"We like you, Brewster." Mr. Valentine came to the chairman's
assistance because the others had looked at him so appealingly. "We
like you so well that we can't take the responsibility for your
extravagance. It would disgrace us all."
"That side of the matter was never mentioned," cried Peggy indignantly,
and then added with a catch in her voice, "We thought only of you."