This last word will pain, but let it not shock you. You have no
passions, my innocent girl, at which you need blush, though enough
at which I must tremble!--For in what consists your constraint,
your forbearance? your wish is your guide, your impulse is your
action. Alas! never yet was mortal created so perfect, that every
wish was virtuous, or every impulse wise!
Does a secret murmur here demand: if a discerning predilection is
no crime, why, internally at least, may it not be cherished? whom
can it injure or offend, that, in the hidden recesses of my own
breast, I nourish superior preference of superior worth?
This is the question with which every young woman beguiles her
fancy; this is the common but seductive opiate, with which
inclination lulls reason.
The answer may be safely comprised in a brief appeal to her own
breast.
I do not desire her to be insensible to merit; I do not even demand
she should confine her social affections to her own sex, since the
most innocent esteem is equally compatible, though not equally
general with ours: I require of her simply, that, in her secret
hours, when pride has no dominion, and disguise would answer no
purpose, she will ask herself this question, 'Could I calmly hear
that this elect of my heart was united to another? Were I to be
informed that the indissoluble knot was tied, which annihilates all
my own future possibilities, would the news occasion me no
affliction?' This, and this alone, is the test by which she may
judge the danger, or the harmlessness of her attachment.
I have now endeavoured to point out the obligations which you may
owe to good sense. Your obligations to delicacy will be but their
consequence.
Delicacy is an attribute so peculiarly feminine, that were your
reflections less agitated by your feelings, you could delineate
more distinctly than myself its appropriate laws, its minute
exactions, its sensitive refinements. Here, therefore, I seek but
to bring back to your memory what livelier sensations have
inadvertently driven from it.