From that day I inflicted on Marguerite a continual persecution. Olympe
and she gave up seeing one another, as you might imagine. I gave my new
mistress a carriage and jewels. I gambled, I committed every
extravagance which could be expected of a man in love with such a woman
as Olympe. The report of my new infatuation was immediately spread
abroad.
Prudence herself was taken in, and finally thought that I had
completely forgotten Marguerite. Marguerite herself, whether she
guessed my motive or was deceived like everybody else, preserved a
perfect dignity in response to the insults which I heaped upon her
daily. Only, she seemed to suffer, for whenever I met her she was more
and more pale, more and more sad. My love for her, carried to the point
at which it was transformed into hatred, rejoiced at the sight of her
daily sorrow. Often, when my cruelty toward her became infamous,
Marguerite lifted upon me such appealing eyes that I blushed for the
part I was playing, and was ready to implore her forgiveness.
But my repentance was only of a moment’s duration, and Olympe, who had
finally put aside all self-respect, and discovered that by annoying
Marguerite she could get from me whatever she wanted, constantly
stirred up my resentment against her, and insulted her whenever she
found an opportunity, with the cowardly persistence of a woman licensed
by the authority of a man.
At last Marguerite gave up going to balls or theatres, for fear of
meeting Olympe and me. Then direct impertinences gave way to anonymous
letters, and there was not a shameful thing which I did not encourage
my mistress to relate and which I did not myself relate in reference to
Marguerite.
To reach such a point I must have been literally mad. I was like a man
drunk upon bad wine, who falls into one of those nervous exaltations in
which the hand is capable of committing a crime without the head
knowing anything about it. In the midst of it all I endured a
martyrdom. The not disdainful calm, the not contemptuous dignity with
which Marguerite responded to all my attacks, and which raised her
above me in my own eyes, enraged me still more against her.
One evening Olympe had gone somewhere or other, and had met Marguerite,
who for once had not spared the foolish creature, so that she had had
to retire in confusion. Olympe returned in a fury, and Marguerite
fainted and had to be carried out. Olympe related to me what had
happened, declared that Marguerite, seeing her alone, had revenged
herself upon her because she was my mistress, and that I must write and
tell her to respect the woman whom I loved, whether I was present or
absent.
I need not tell you that I consented, and that I put into the letter
which I sent to her address the same day, everything bitter, shameful,
and cruel that I could think of.