“I wanted,” she continued, “to arrange everything without telling you,
pay all my debts, and take a new flat. In October we should have been
back in Paris, and all would have come out; but since Prudence has told
you all, you will have to agree beforehand, instead of agreeing
afterward. Do you love me enough for that?”
It was impossible to resist such devotion. I kissed her hands ardently,
and said:
“I will do whatever you wish.”
It was agreed that we should do as she had planned. Thereupon, she went
wild with delight; danced, sang, amused herself with calling up
pictures of her new flat in all its simplicity, and began to consult me
as to its position and arrangement. I saw how happy and proud she was
of this resolution, which seemed as if it would bring us into closer
and closer relationship, and I resolved to do my own share. In an
instant I decided the whole course of my life. I put my affairs in
order, and made over to Marguerite the income which had come to me from
my mother, and which seemed little enough in return for the sacrifice
which I was accepting. There remained the five thousand francs a year
from my father; and, whatever happened, I had always enough to live on.
I did not tell Marguerite what I had done, certain as I was that she
would refuse the gift. This income came from a mortgage of sixty
thousand francs on a house that I had never even seen. All that I knew
was that every three months my father’s solicitor, an old friend of the
family, handed over to me seven hundred and fifty francs in return for
my receipt.
The day when Marguerite and I came to Paris to look for a flat, I went
to this solicitor and asked him what had to be done in order to make
over this income to another person. The good man imagined I was ruined,
and questioned me as to the cause of my decision. As I knew that I
should be obliged, sooner or later, to say in whose favour I made this
transfer, I thought it best to tell him the truth at once. He made none
of the objections that his position as friend and solicitor authorized
him to make, and assured me that he would arrange the whole affair in
the best way possible. Naturally, I begged him to employ the greatest
discretion in regard to my father, and on leaving him I rejoined
Marguerite, who was waiting for me at Julie Duprat’s, where she had
gone in preference to going to listen to the moralizings of Prudence.
We began to look out for flats. All those that we saw seemed to
Marguerite too dear, and to me too simple. However, we finally found,
in one of the quietest parts of Paris, a little house, isolated from
the main part of the building. Behind this little house was a charming
garden, surrounded by walls high enough to screen us from our
neighbours, and low enough not to shut off our own view. It was better
than our expectations.