“Do you think, then, sir, that the mission of a man of honour is to go
about converting lost women? Do you think that God has given such a
grotesque aim to life, and that the heart should have any room for
enthusiasm of that kind? What will be the end of this marvellous cure,
and what will you think of what you are saying to-day by the time you
are forty? You will laugh at this love of yours, if you can still
laugh, and if it has not left too serious a trace in your past. What
would you be now if your father had had your ideas and had given up his
life to every impulse of this kind, instead of rooting himself firmly
in convictions of honour and steadfastness? Think it over, Armand, and
do not talk any more such absurdities. Come, leave this woman; your
father entreats you.”
I answered nothing.
“Armand,” continued my father, “in the name of your sainted mother,
abandon this life, which you will forget more easily than you think.
You are tied to it by an impossible theory. You are twenty-four; think
of the future. You can not always love this woman, who also can not
always love you. You both exaggerate your love. You put an end to your
whole career. One step further, and you will no longer be able to leave
the path you have chosen, and you will suffer all your life for what
you have done in your youth. Leave Paris. Come and stay for a month or
two with your sister and me. Rest in our quiet family affection will
soon heal you of this fever, for it is nothing else. Meanwhile, your
mistress will console herself; she will take another lover; and when
you see what it is for which you have all but broken with your father,
and all but lost his love, you will tell me that I have done well to
come and seek you out, and you will thank me for it. Come, you will go
with me, Armand, will you not?” I felt that my father would be right if
it had been any other woman, but I was convinced that he was wrong with
regard to Marguerite. Nevertheless, the tone in which he said these
last words was so kind, so appealing, that I dared not answer.
“Well?” said he in a trembling voice.
“Well, father, I can promise nothing,” I said at last; “what you ask of
me is beyond my power. Believe me,” I continued, seeing him make an
impatient movement, “you exaggerate the effects of this liaison.
Marguerite is a different kind of a woman from what you think. This
love, far from leading me astray, is capable, on the contrary, of
setting me in the right direction. Love always makes a man better, no
matter what woman inspires it. If you knew Marguerite, you would
understand that I am in no danger. She is as noble as the noblest of
women. There is as much disinterestedness in her as there is cupidity
in others.”
“All of which does not prevent her from accepting the whole of your
fortune, for the sixty thousand francs which come to you from your
mother, and which you are giving her, are, understand me well, your
whole fortune.”