Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor
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"I quite appreciate the fact that he is only a trust. When you are
ready for him he will be more than glad to return."
"But," she protested, "that wouldn't be fair--to you."
Unwittingly Mr Musgrave had roused her sympathy by that reference to
his solitary fireside. It seemed rather selfish to claim Diogenes when
he had grown attached to the dog.
"It wouldn't be fair to you," he returned, "or to Diogenes, if I kept
him. That was not a part of the contract."
"Was there any contract?" she asked, smiling. "I understood that you
sacrificed your personal inclination in order to get Diogenes and me out
of a hole. It was a hole, wasn't it?"
She laughed. It was easy to laugh now over the miseries of that
morning, but it had been no laughing matter at the time. John Musgrave
had rendered her an unforgettable service in rescuing her from that
dilemma.
"It was a hole--yes," he admitted. He looked at her fixedly. "If, as
you say, I sacrificed my inclination on that occasion, I have been
adequately rewarded since; and so, you see, I can't look on the matter
as one requiring thanks. I will keep Diogenes until you are quite ready
for him; then you can come in and fetch him, as you do now--and not
bring him back again."
While he spoke it was abruptly borne in on John Musgrave's consciousness
that he would miss, besides Diogenes, these surreptitious visits of
Peggy Annersley's to which he was growing accustomed, though he did not
always see her when she slipped in at his back entrance; but when he
purposely put himself in the way, as upon the present occasion, he felt
increasingly obliged to Diogenes, and to the accident of circumstances
that was responsible for bringing her there.
"I believe," Peggy said unexpectedly, "that I shall be rather sorry when
that day comes. It's such fun sharing a jolly secret like this. There
is a feeling of adventure... a sort of alliance of conspiracy. If
Moresby only knew!"
If Moresby did not actually know, it suspected more than Miss Annersley
guessed, and it was beginning to talk. Mr Musgrave's reputation, which
had stood the test of years, was suddenly observed to be inclining
dangerously, upsetting the popular belief in the rocklike foundations of
its structural character; suggesting, indeed, the sandy nature of the
soil which formed its basis. The best of servants will talk; and, save
for Martha, Mr Musgrave's servants were not superior in this respect to
any others. Miss Peggy Annersley's visits to Mr Musgrave's
establishment were fairly generally known and discussed in the village.
"When I take Diogenes from you," Peggy added, "you will have to come and
visit him. He'll feel hurt if you don't."
"I shall come," John Musgrave answered quietly, "often. After all, I
have a certain right in the dog."
Peggy nodded.