The blush deepened. Had it been light enough to see her face Mr
Musgrave must have observed how shy she looked at his question. Since
it was impossible to explain that those visits, once so light-heartedly
made to Diogenes in Mr Musgrave's stable-yard, had become an
embarrassment for reasons too subtle to analyse, she remained silent, in
her self-conscious agitation playing with a rose in her belt with
nervous, inconsequent fingers.
"I believe," Mr Musgrave continued, "that Diogenes has felt neglected."
"He is forgiving," she answered. "He came to find me."
John Musgrave looked at her steadily.
"Do you think it is altogether kind--to Diogenes," he asked, "to stay
away so long? Don't you think that perhaps he misses you--badly?"
Peggy smiled faintly.
"I think it is better he should forget," she replied.
"It isn't always possible to forget," he returned slowly. "I am so sure
he will never forget that I am glad our secret is exposed. I am going
to return you your pet, Miss Annersley."
Peggy turned to him quickly in protest, and put out a small hand and
laid it on his sleeve.
"No," she cried, "no. You have more right to him than anyone. You are
fond of him too. You must keep him. I _want_ you to keep him."
John Musgrave looked at the hand on his sleeve. He had seen it there
once before, and the sight of it had caused him embarrassment. It did
not cause him embarrassment now; he enjoyed the feel of the slight
pressure on his arm. Suddenly, without pausing to consider, he put his
own hand over it, and kept it there.
"I want you to have him, and I want to keep him too," he said. "How are
we going to get over that?"
Peggy laughed nervously.
"I don't know," she replied. "I don't see how that can be."
"I hoped you would see," he returned gravely, and halted and imprisoned
her other hand, and stood facing her. "There is a way, if only I wasn't
so old and dull for your bright youth." He released her hands gently.
"I suppose you are right, and it isn't possible."
"You don't appear old or dull to me," she said softly. "I--didn't mean
that."
He went closer to her and remained gazing earnestly into the downcast
face, his own tense features and motionless pose not more still than the
girl's, as she waited quietly in the silent dusk with a heart which
thumped so violently that it seemed to her he must hear its rapid beat.
"It appears to me preposterous," he said, in a voice which held a ring
of wonder in its tones, "that I, so much older than you, so unsuited in
every sense, should find the courage to tell you how greatly I love you.
It is scarcely to be expected that you can care for me sufficiently to
allow me any hope... And yet... Miss Annersley, am I too
presumptuous?"
"No," Peggy whispered. She slipped a hand shyly into his and laughed
softly. "I think you have discovered the best way of settling the
ownership of our dog," she said.
"I am not thinking of the dog," he answered, bending over her.