Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor
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"But," urged Peggy, "it's so simple. I'll rehearse you. You'd find it
awfully amusing."
"I do not think so," he replied.
"Then will you be Bill Sykes, with Diogenes and a revolver?--and I'll be
Nancy. You would only have to murder me. If you don't like the lover
parts you'd enjoy that."
There was a gleam in the grey eyes that John Musgrave was unable to
account for; he saw nothing funny in such a sordid scene.
"I do not like that idea any better," he said. Then he made a sudden
appeal to her generosity, his air slightly apologetic, almost, it
occurred to Peggy, humble. "Please leave me out of it," he begged.
"I'm a very prosy person. These things are better suited to the younger
generation. Many men will enjoy filling these parts with you; I shall
enjoy looking on."
Peggy gave in. She had not expected Mr Musgrave to agree to her
proposes; she had, indeed, been guilty of teasing him. But she
endeavoured with some success to make him believe in her acute
disappointment, so that when he left her it was with a sense of his own
ungraciousness, and a desire to make amends in any way possible for
having been disobliging, if not actually discourteous, to a young lady
who was, he could not but admit, both amiable and charming. The
difficulty was how to make amends. After considering the matter
seriously and developing and rejecting many ideas, he decided that he
would be forced to remain indebted until the opportunity presented
itself for discharging the obligation. He really felt extremely and
quite unnecessarily grateful to Miss Annersley. There was, on the face
of it, no obligation to discharge. Mr Musgrave was advancing a little
way along the road of complexities that go to the making of human
emotions. He had begun by feeling an interest in this young woman.
Interest is a comprehensive term embodying many sentiments and capable
of unforeseen developments. Peggy was undoubtedly a dangerously pretty
person to become an object of interest to a middle-aged bachelor.
If Mr Musgrave thought Peggy pretty--and he did consider her pretty--on
ordinary occasions, he found her amazingly lovely tricked out in stage
attire, when, at the conclusion of the Christmas Eve dinner, he repaired
with the other guests to the temporary theatre and viewed a succession
of brilliantly arranged tableaux which, despite the fact that they were
exceedingly well done and perfectly staged, he mentally pronounced a
stupid form of entertainment for intelligent adults. Mummery of any
kind appealed to him as undignified. Never in all his forty years had
he felt the slightest temptation to play the fool; it always surprised
him to see other people doing it. And this histrionic grouping was but
playing the fool in serious fashion; it was a game of vanity better
suited to children. But the pictures were pretty. He admitted that.
Most of the guests appeared to enjoy them.