Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor
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There were staying in the house a number of young people of both sexes.
It seemed to Doctor Fairbridge that many of the girls were quite amiable
and charming; nevertheless, the majority of the men evinced a
predilection for Peggy's society, which predilection, since he shared in
it, he might better have understood.
When a man has made up his mind that he wants to marry; when, moreover,
he is equally decided in his selection of his future wife, there is on
the face of it no reason for delay. Doctor Fairbridge was fully
determined on both points; he was also conscious of the danger of delay
in the case of a girl so popular as Peggy; therefore he decided to press
his suit on the first opportunity, and he hoped the opportunity would
present itself that afternoon. Since it showed no likelihood of
offering itself, since Peggy betrayed no readiness to assist him,
desperation emboldened him to ask her to go with him into the
conservatory for a few minutes' private talk.
"Oh!" murmured Peggy, changing colour, "that sounds so dreadfully
mysterious."
She accompanied him, nevertheless. Mrs Chadwick, looking after them as
they passed through the glass doors and stepped into the moist and
enervating atmosphere of the fernery, which led out from the long
drawing-room, looked anxious. She was so certain as to what Doctor
Fairbridge intended saying, and so uncertain what Peggy would say in
response, that she felt strongly tempted to propose a general move in
the same direction. But for the conviction that putting off the
inevitable is not to put an end to it, she would have proposed this;
instead she diverted the general attention by starting one of her
inimitable anecdotes; and in the uproarious laughter which greeted the
story the retreat of Peggy and her cavalier was successfully covered.
The sound of the merriment penetrated to the fernery, and brought a
smile of sympathy to Peggy's lips. She looked for some response at her
companion, but Doctor Fairbridge was so extraordinarily grave that the
brightness faded from Peggy's face and left her serious too, and a
little embarrassed by the silence which fell between them, which he
appeared unequal to break. She started to talk in a professional manner
about the ferns; but Doctor Fairbridge had no intention of wasting his
time on horticultural matters, and he plunged forthwith into the subject
he had so keenly at heart. A little halting in his speech, and less
assured in manner than when he had solicited the interview, he stood
before Peggy, and looked earnestly into the wilful grey eyes, which at
the moment were serious enough.
"Miss Annersley," he began--and finding this address too formal for the
occasion, hastily substituted her Christian name--"Peggy, I think you
can't be altogether unprepared for what I am about to say. You must
know by now how things are with me. I love you. I have loved you ever
since I first met you."