She laid her thin hand on my forehead gently. I turned my head away, and
burst into a flood of tears. Why was it that this child was called upon
to endure such agony? Why, in the midst of that agony, did she come to
me to save my life? I did not resist her any longer on that day; but the
next day I was stronger, and made her go and repose herself.
For two successive days she came back. On the third day she did not
appear. The fourth day also she was absent. Rude nurses attended to me.
They knew nothing of her. My anxiety inspired me with such energy that
on the fourth day I rose from my bed and staggered about to find her if
possible.
All was still confusion. Thousands of sick were on the island. The
mistake of the first week had not yet been repaired. No one knew any
thing of Edith. I sought her through all the wards. I went to the
superintendent, and forced him to make inquiries about her. No one could
tell any thing.
My despair was terrible. I forced the superintendent to call up all the
nurses and doctors, and question them all, one by one. At last an
old Irish woman, with an awful look at me, hinted that she could tell
something about her, and whispered a word or two in the superintendent’s
ear. He started back, with a fearful glance.
“What is it? Tell, in God’s name!”
“The dead-house,” he murmured.
“Where is it? Take me there!” I cried to the woman. I clutched her arm
and staggered after her.
It was a long, low shed, open on all sides. Twelve bodies lay there. In
the middle of the row was Edith. She was more beautiful than an angel.
A smile wreathed her lips; her eyes looked as though she slumbered.
I rushed up to her and caught her in my arms. The next moment I fell
senseless.
When I revived I was lying in one of the sick-sheds, with a crowd of
sufferers around me. I had only one thought, and that was Edith. I rose
at once, weak and trembling, but the resolve of my soul gave strength to
my body. An awful fear had taken possession of me, which was accompanied
by a certain wild hope. I hurried, with staggering feet, to the
dead-house.
All the bodies were gone. New ones had come in.
“Where is she?” I cried to the old woman who had charge there. She knew
to whom I referred.
“Buried,” said she.
I burst out into a torrent of imprecations. “Where have they buried her?
Take me to the place!” I cried, as I flung a piece of gold to the woman.
She grasped it eagerly. “Bring a spade, and come quick, for God’s sake!
_She is not dead!_”