After I had been in Quebec about a month I learned that one of the
regiments stationed here was commanded by Colonel Henry Despard. I
called on him, and he received me with unbounded delight. He made me
tell him all about myself, and I imparted to him as much of the events
of the voyage and quarantine as was advisable. I did not go into
particulars to any extent, of course. I mentioned nothing about _the
grave_. That, dearest sister, is a secret between you, and me, and
her. For if it should be possible that she should ever be restored to
ordinary human sympathy and feeling, it will not be well that all the
world should know what has happened to her.
His regiment was ordered to Halifax, and I concluded to comply with his
urgent solicitations and accompany him. It is better for _her_ at any
rate that there should be more friends than one to protect her. Despard,
like the doctors, supposes that she is in a stupor.
The journey here exercised a favorable influence over her. Her strength
increased to a marked degree, and she has once or twice spoken about the
past. She told me that her father wrote to his son Louis in Australia
some weeks before his death, and urged him to come home. She thinks that
he is on his way to England. The Colonel and I at once thought that he
ought to be sought after without delay, and he promised to write to
his nephew, your old playmate, who, he tells me, is to be a neighbor of
yours.
If he is still the one whom I remember--intellectual yet spiritual, with
sound reason, yet a strong heart, if he is still the Courtenay Despard
who, when a boy, seemed to me to look out upon the world before him with
such lofty poetic enthusiasm--then, Teresella, you should show him this
diary, for it will cause him to understand things which he ought to
know. I suppose it would be unintelligible to Mr. Thornton, who is a
most estimable man, but who, from the nature of his mind, if he read
this, would only conclude that the writer was insane.
At any rate, Mr. Thornton should be informed of the leading facts, so
that he may see if something can be done to alleviate the distress, or
to avenge the wrongs of one whose father was the earliest benefactor of
his family.
CHAPTER XVI.
HUSBAND AND WIFE.
“It is now the middle of February,” said Despard, after a long pause, in
which he had given himself up to the strange reflections which the diary
was calculated to excite. “If Louis Brandon left Australia when he was
called he must be in England now.”
“You are calm,” said Mrs. Thornton. “Have you nothing more to say than
that?”
Despard looked at her earnestly. “Do you ask me such a question? It is
a story so full of anguish that the heart might break out of pure
sympathy, but what words could be found? I have nothing to say. I am
speechless. My God! what horror thou dost permit!”
“But something must be done,” said Mrs. Thornton, impetuously.