Now their intercourse was like that of the old days on board the
_Falcon_.
“It is like the _Falcon_,” said Beatrice, on the first evening. “Let us
forget all about the journey over the sea, and our stay on the island.”
“I can never forget that I owe my life to you,” said Brandon,
vehemently.
“And I,” rejoined Beatrice, with kindling eyes, which yet were softened
by a certain emotion of indescribable tenderness--“I--how can I forget!
Twice you saved me from a fearful death, and then you toiled to save my
life till your own sank under it.”
“I would gladly give up a thousand lives”--said Brandon, in a low voice,
while his eyes were illumined with a passion which had never before been
permitted to get beyond control, but now rose visibly, and irresistibly.
“If you have a life to give,” said Beatrice, calmly, returning his
fevered gaze with a full look of tender sympathy--“if you have a life
to give, let it be given to that _purpose_ of yours to which you are
devoted.”
“You refuse it, then!” cried Brandon, vehemently and reproachfully.
Beatrice returned his reproachful gaze with one equally reproachful, and
raising her calm eyes to Heaven, said, in a tremulous voice,
“You have no right to say so--least of all to _me_. I said what you feel
and know; and it is this, that others require your life, in comparison
with whom I am nothing. Ah, my friend,” she continued, in tones of
unutterable sadness, “let us be friends here at least, on the sea, for
when we reach England we must be separated for evermore!”
“For evermore!” cried Brandon, in agony.
“For evermore!” repeated Beatrice, in equal anguish.
“Do you feel very eager to get to England?” asked Brandon, after a long
silence.
“No.”
“Why not?”
“Because I know that there is sorrow for me there.”
“If our boat had been destroyed on the shore of that island,” he asked,
in almost an imploring voice, “would you have grieved?”
“No.”
“The present is better than the future. Oh, that my dream had continued
forever, and that I had never awaked to the bitterness of life!”
“That,” said Beatrice, with a mournful smile, “is a reproach to me for
watching you.”
“Yet that moment of awaking was sweet beyond all thought,” continued
Brandon, in a musing tone, “for I had lost all memory of all things
except you.”
They stood in silence, sometimes looking at one another, sometimes at
the sea, while the dark shadows of the Future swept gloomily before
their eyes.
The voyage passed on until at last the English shores were seen, and
they sailed up the Channel amidst the thronging ships that pass to and
fro from the metropolis of the world.
“To-morrow we part,” said Beatrice, as she stood with Brandon on the
quarter-deck.
“No,” said Brandon; “there will be no one to meet you here. I must take
you to your home.”
“To my home! You?” cried Beatrice, starting back. “You dare not.”
“I dare.”
“Do you know what it is?”
“I do not seek to know. I do not ask; but yet I think I know.”
“And yet _you_ offer to go?”