He left the gates and walked quickly away, he knew not where. Turning
into a by-path he went up a hill and finally sat down. Brandon Hall lay
not far away. In front was the village and the sea beyond it. All the
time there was but one train of thoughts in his mind. His wrongs
took shape and framed themselves into a few sharply defined ideas. He
muttered to himself over and over the things that were in his mind:
“Myself disinherited and exiled! My father ruined and broken-hearted!
My father killed! My mother, brother, and sister banished, starved, and
murdered!”
He, too, as far as Potts’s will was concerned, had been slain. He was
alone and had no hope that any of his family could survive. Now, as he
sat there alone, he needed to make his plans for the future. One thing
stood out prominently before him, which was that he must go immediately
to Quebec to find out finally and absolutely the fate of the family.
Then could any thing else be done in England? He thought over the names
of those who had been the most intimate friends of his father--Thornton,
Langhetti, Despard. Thornton had neglected his father in his hour of
need. He had merely sent a clerk to make inquiries after all was over.
The elder Langhetti, Brandon knew, was dead. Where were the others? None
of them, at any rate, had interfered.
There remained the family of Despard. Brandon was aware that the Colonel
had a brother in the army, but where he was he knew not nor did he care.
If he chose to look in the army register he might very easily find out;
but why should he? He had never known or heard much of him in any way.
There remained Courtenay Despard, the son of Lionel, he to whom the MS.
of the dead might be considered after all as chiefly devolving. Of him
Brandon knew absolutely nothing, not even whether he was alive or dead.
For a time he discussed the question in his mind whether it might not
be well to seek him out so as to show him his father’s fate and gain his
co-operation. But after a few moments’ consideration he dismissed this
thought. Why should he seek his help? Courtenay Despard, if alive, might
be very unfit for the purpose. He might be timid, or indifferent, or
dull, or indolent. Why make any advances to one whom he did not know?
Afterward it might be well to find him, and see what might be done with
or through him; but as yet there could be no reason whatever why
he should take up his time in searching for him or in winning his
confidence.
The end of it all was that he concluded whatever he did to do it by
himself, with no human being as his confidant.
Only one or two persons in all the world knew that he was alive, and
they were not capable, under any circumstances, of betraying him. And
where now was Beatrice? In the power of this man whom Brandon had just
left. Had she seen him as he came and went? Had she heard his voice as
he spoke in that assumed tone? But Brandon found it necessary to crush
down all thoughts of her.