He was embarrassed, yet not unkind. There was wonder in his face, as
though he was surprised at my appearance. Perhaps it was because he
found me so unlike my father. He walked toward the great stairs, from
time to time turning his head to look at me, and ascended them. I
followed, and after going to the third story we came to a room.
“That’s the place,” said he.
He then turned, without replying to my thanks, and left me. I knocked
at the door. After some delay it was opened, and I went in. A thin, pale
woman was there. Her hair was perfectly white. Her face was marked by
the traces of great grief and suffering, yet overspread by an expression
of surpassing gentleness and sweetness. She looked like one of these
women who live lives of devotion for others, who suffer out of the
spirit of self-sacrifice, and count their own comfort and happiness as
nothing in comparison with that of those whom they love. My heart warmed
toward her at the first glance; I saw that this place could not be
altogether corrupt since she was here.
“I am Mr. Potts’s daughter,” said I; “are you Mrs. Compton?”
She stood mute. An expression of deadly fear overspread her countenance,
which seemed to turn her white face to a grayish hue, and the look that
she gave me was such a look as one may cast upon some object of mortal
fear.
“You look alarmed,” said I, in surprise; “and why? Am I then so
frightful?”
She seized my hand and covered it with kisses. This new outburst
surprised me as much as her former fear. I did not know what to do. “Ah!
my sweet child, my dearest!” she murmured. “How did you come here, here
of all places on earth?”
I was touched by the tenderness and sympathy of her tone. It was full of
the gentlest love. “How did you come here?” I asked.
She started and turned on me her former look of fear.
“Do not look at me so,” said I, “dear Mrs. Compton. You are timid. Do
not be afraid of me. I am incapable of inspiring fear.” I pressed her
hand. “Let us say nothing more now about the place. We each seem to
know what it is. Since I find one like you living here it will not seem
altogether a place of despair.”
“Oh, door child, what words are these? You speak as if you knew all.”
“I know much,” said I, “and I have suffered much.”
“Ah, my dearest! you are too young and too beautiful to suffer.” An
agony of sorrow came over her face. Then I saw upon it an expression
which I have often marked since, a strange straggling desire to say
something, which that excessive and ever-present terror of hers made her
incapable of uttering. Some secret thought was in her whole face, but
her faltering tongue was paralyzed and could not divulge it.
She turned away with a deep sigh. I looked at her with much interest.
She was not the woman I expected to find. Her face and voice won my
heart. She was certainly one to be trusted. But still there was this
mystery about her.