He looked at me in bewilderment. Surprise at hearing a kind word in this
house of horror seemed to deprive him of speech. Passively he let me
take his arm, and I bound it up as well as I could.
All this time John stood cursing, first me, and then Vijal. I said not a
word, and Vijal did not seem to hear him, but sat regarding me with his
fiery black eyes. When at last I had finished, he rose and still stood
staring at me. I walked into the house.
John hurled a torrent of imprecations after me. The last words that I
heard were the same as he had said once before. “You’ve got to be took
down; and I’ll be d--d if you don’t get took down precious soon!”
I told Mrs. Compton of what had happened. As usual, she was seized with
terror. She looked at me with a glance of fearful apprehension. At last
she gasped out:
“They’ll kill you.”
“Let them,” said I, carelessly; “it would be better than living.”
“Oh dear!” groaned the poor old thing, and sank sobbing in a chair. I
did what I could to soothe her, but to little purpose. She afterward
told me that Vijal had escaped further punishment in spite of John’s
threats, and hinted that they were half afraid of him.
The next day, on attempting to go out, Philips told me that I was not
to be permitted to leave the house. I considered it the result of John’s
threat, and yielded without a word.
After this I had to seek distraction from my thoughts within the house.
Now there came over me a great longing for music. Once, when in the
drawing-room on that famous evening of the abortive fête, which was the
only time I ever was there, I had noticed a magnificent grand piano of
most costly workmanship. The thought of this came to my mind, and an
unconquerable desire to try it arose. So I went down and began to play.
It was a little out of tune, but the tone was marvelously full and
sweet. I threw myself with indescribable delight into the charm of
the hour. All the old joy which music once used to bring came back.
Imagination, stimulated by the swelling harmonies, transported me far
away from this prison-house and its hateful associations to that happier
time of youth when not a thought of sorrow came over me. I lost myself
therein. Then that passed, that life vanished, and the sea-voyage began.
The thoughts of my mind and the emotions of my heart passed down to the
quivering chords and trembled into life and sound.
I do not know how long I had been playing when suddenly I heard a sob
behind me. I started and turned. It was Philips.
He was standing with tears in his eyes and a rapt expression on his
emaciated face, his hands hanging listless, and his whole air that of
one who had lost all senses save that of hearing. But as I turned and
stopped, the spell that bound him was broken. He sighed and looked at me
earnestly.
[Illustration: “I STOOD LOOKING AT HIM WITH A GAZE SO FIXED AND INTENSE
THAT IT SEEMED AS IF ALL MY BEING WERE CENTERED IN MY EYES.”]
“Can you sing?”
“Would you like me to do so?”