“Oh thou,” I said, “who hast seen things ineffable, impart to me thy
confidence. Let me know thy secret. Receive me as the companion of thy
soul. Shut not thyself up in solitude. Listen, I can speak thy language.
“Attend,” I cried, “for it is not for nothing that the Divine One
has sent thee back. Live not these mortal days in loneliness and in
uselessness. Regard thy fellow-mortals and seek to bless them. Thou hast
learned the mystery of the highest. Let me be thine interpreter. All
that thou hast learned I will communicate to man.
“Rise up,” I cried, “to happiness and to labor. Behold! I give thee a
purpose in life. Blend thy soul with mine, and let me utter thy thoughts
so that men shall hear and understand. For I know that the highest truth
of highest Heaven means nothing more than love. Gather up all thy love,
let it flow forth to thy fellow-men. This shall be at once the labor and
the consolation of thy life.”
Now all this, and much more--far more--was expressed in the tones that
flowed from my Cremona. It was all in my heart. It came forth. It was
apprehended by her. I saw it, I knew it, and I exulted. Her eyes dilated
more widely--my words were not unworthy of her hearing. I then was able
to tell something which could rouse her from her stupor. Oh, Music!
Divine Music! What power thou hast over the soul!
There came over her face an expression which I never saw before; one of
peace ineffable--the peace that passeth understanding. Ah me! I seemed
to draw her to myself. For she rose and walked toward me. And a great
calm came over my own soul. My Cremona spoke of peace--soft, sweet, and
deep; the profound peace that dwelleth in the soul which has its hope
in fruition. The tone widened into sweet modulation--sweet beyond all
expression.
She was so close that she almost touched me. Her eyes were still fixed
on mine. Tears were there, but not tears of sorrow. Her face was so
close to mine that my strength left me. My arms dropped downward. The
music was over.
[Illustration: “I DID NOT MAKE ANY REPLY, BUT TOOK MY CREMONA, AND
SOUGHT TO LIFT UP ALL MY SOUL TO A LEVEL WITH HERS.”]
She held out her hand to me. I caught it in both of mine, and wet it
with my tears.
“Paolo,” said she, in a voice of musical tone; “Paolo, you are already
one of us. You speak our language.
“You have taught me something which flows from love--duty. Yes, we
will labor together; and they who live on high will learn even in their
radiant home to envy us poor mortals.”
I said not a word, but knelt; and holding her hand still, I looked up at
her in grateful adoration.
November 28.--For the last three months I have lived in heaven. She
is changed. Music has reconciled her to exile. She has found one who
speaks, though weakly, the language of that home.