There was a sadness in his face as he approached and took a seat near
her which at once disarmed her, drove away all indignation, and aroused
pity.
“You have been sick,” she said, kindly, and with some emotion.
“Yes,” said Brandon, in a low voice, “but now that I am able to go about
again my first act is to apologize to you for my rudeness in quitting
the table so abruptly as to make it seem like a personal insult to you.
Now I hope you will believe me when I say that an insult to you from me
is impossible. Something like a spasm passed over my nervous system, and
I had to hurry to my room.”
“I confess,” said Beatrice, frankly, “that I thought your sudden
departure had something to do with the conversation about me. I am very
sorry indeed that I did you such a wrong; I might have known you better.
Will you forgive me?”
Brandon smiled, faintly. “You are the one who must forgive.”
“But I hate my name so,” burst out Beatrice.
Brandon said nothing.
“Don’t you? Now confess.”
“How can I--” he began.
“You do, you do!” she cried, vehemently; “but I don’t care--for I hate
it.”
Brandon looked at her with a sad, weary smile, and said nothing. “You
are sick,” she said; “I am thoughtless. I see that my name, in some way
or other, recalls painful thoughts. How wretched it is for me to give
pain to others!”
Brandon looked at her appealingly, and said, “You give pain? Believe me!
believe me! there is nothing but happiness where you are.”
At this Beatrice looked confused and changed the conversation. There
seemed after this to be a mutual understanding between the two to avoid
the subject of her name, and although it was a constant mortification
to Beatrice, yet she believed that on his part there was no contempt for
the name, but something very different, something associated with better
memories.
They now resumed their old walks and conversations. Every day bound them
more closely to one another, and each took it for granted that the other
would be the constant companion of every hour in the day.
Both had lived unusual lives. Beatrice had much to say about her
Hong-Kong life, the Chinese, the British officers, and the festivities
of garrison life. Brandon had lived for years in Australia, and was
familiar with all the round of events which may be met with in that
country. He had been born in England, and had lived there, as has
already been mentioned, till he was almost a man, so that he had much
to say about that mother-land concerning which Beatrice felt such
curiosity. Thus they settled down again naturally and inevitably into
constant association with each other.