“The heart lies motionless;
So still, so sensitive;
Love fans the breeze.
Lo! at his lightest touch,
The myriad ripples rise,
And murmur on.
“And ripples rise to waves,
And waves to rolling seas,
Till, far and wide,
The endless billows roll,
In undulations long,
For evermore!”
Her voice died away into a scarce audible tone, which sank into
Brandon’s heart, lingering and dying about the last word, with touching
and unutterable melancholy. It was like the lament of one who loved. It
was like the cry of some yearning heart.
In a moment Beatrice looked at Brandon with a swift, bright smile. She
had sung these words as an artist. For a moment Brandon had thought that
she was expressing her own feelings. But the bright smile on her face
contrasted so strongly with the melancholy of her voice that he saw this
was not so.
“Thus,” she said, “Langhetti sang about it: and I have never forgotten
his words.”
The thought came to Brandon, is it not truer than she thinks, that “she
loves him very dearly?” as she said.
“You were born to be an artist,” he said, at last.
Beatrice sighed lightly. “That’s what I never can be, I am afraid,”
said she. “Yet I hope I may be able to gratify my love for it. Art,”
she continued, musingly, “is open to women as well as to men; and of all
arts none are so much so as music. The interpretation of great masters
is a blessing to the world. Langhetti used to say that these are the
only ones of modern times that have received heavenly inspiration.
They correspond to the Jewish prophets. He used to declare that the
interpretation of each was of equal importance. To man is given the
interpretation of the one, but to woman is given the interpretation of
much of the other. Why is not my voice, if it is such as he said, and
especially the feeling within me, a Divine call to go forth upon this
mission of interpreting the inspired utterances of the great masters of
modern days?
“You,” she continued, “are a man, and you have a purpose.” Brandon
started, but she did not notice it. “You have a purpose in life,” she
repeated. “Your intercourse with me will hereafter be but an episode in
the life that is before you. I am a girl, but I too may wish to have
a purpose in life--suited to my powers; and if I am not able to work
toward it I shall not be satisfied.”
“How do you know that I have a purpose, as you call it?” asked Brandon,
after a pause.
“By the expression of your face, and your whole manner when you are
alone and subside into yourself,” she replied, simply.
“And of what kind?” he continued.
“That I do not seek to know,” she replied; “but I know that it must be
deep and all-absorbing. It seems to me to be too stern for Love; you are
not the man to devote yourself to Avarice: possibly it may be Ambition,
yet somehow I do not think so.”
“What do you think it is, then?” asked Brandon, in a voice which had
died away, almost to a whisper.