Countess Vera; or, The Oath of Vengeance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Countess Vera; or, The Oath of Vengeance
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Meanwhile, Lady Vera's lover and friends rejoiced in her returning
health and strength. She had been so frail and delicate when
Colonel Lockhart brought her back to them that they were shocked and
frightened. They thought she would die. Lady Clive and the faithful
maid, Elsie, wept floods of tears over her. Little Hal took a great
deal of blame to himself for Lady Vera's abduction.
"Vera, I should never have given you that dreadful old woman's letter
if I had known what it was about," he reiterates in her patient ear
many times.
"I know that, dear," she always answers, kindly. "No one blames you,
Hal, for my misfortune. It was my own willfulness that led me into
danger. Had I listened to my faithful Elsie, I should not have gone."
But their fears for her health are soon dissipated. Happiness, love and
hope, are potent restorers. The light returns to Lady Vera's eyes, the
roundness to her face and form, the color to her cheeks, and the slight
shade of thought and sadness around her lovely lips does not detract
from her beauty.
No one can tell with what happiness Colonel Lockhart basks in the
sunlight of her presence, though when she runs her white fingers
through his hair, she wonders at the silver threads that shine in the
brown, clustering curls.
"They were not there three months ago," she says to him thoughtfully.
"Are you growing old so fast, Philip?"
"I have grown old in sorrow since we parted, dear," he answers,
searching her face, gravely. "Shall you love me less for my gray hairs,
dearest?"
"No, for they were whitened by your grief for me," she answers,
pressing her sweet, shy lips on those silvery tokens of his sorrow.
And now Colonel Lockhart begs her to name an early day for their
marriage.
"We have had so many vicissitudes in our courtship, darling, that I can
never feel sure of you until you are my wife. Let it be soon, dear," he
pleads.
But Lady Vera, blushing her sweetest, answers:
"Not until after the trial is decided, Philip."
But this is just what the handsome soldier is unwilling to do.
"Why wait until after that?" he asks. "Do you mean to throw me over
if--all does not go to please you?"
The dark eyes look at him gravely.
"If it goes against me, Philip, would you be willing to wed one whom
the world will brand as an impostor?" she asks him, slowly.
"Yes, for I would know the charge was untrue. Oh, Vera, let me make you
my own now, while the issue is still in doubt, that you may know that I
loved you for yourself alone."
"As if I did not know that already," she answers, looking at him with
sweet reproach.
"That the world may know it, too, then," he urges.
He is most anxious that the marriage shall take place before the trial.
Then if, as he fears, the trial should go against her, she will be safe
in her position as his wife, and none will dare assail her. But he
cannot explain this without wounding her sensitive feelings, so he is
forced to admit her denial.
"Not until after the trial, Philip."