Countess Vera; or, The Oath of Vengeance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Countess Vera; or, The Oath of Vengeance
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Presently I hailed a passing cab, and told the man to drive to my
brother Herbert's address. Herbert is a clergyman, and is wearing
out his life and strength in an East-end parish, where his wife and
children lead lives scarcely less busy than his own. Very few of the
party were at home on this occasion; only half a dozen, including the
father and mother, sat down to the early dinner which supplied me
with lunch; but the sight of so many cheerful faces round the table
was a pleasant change from my usual solitary meals. Herbert is many
years younger than I am; but he married early, and the eldest of his
ten children is a bright, merry-looking girl of eighteen, Emmie by
name. She is, more-over, my god-child, and is rather a favorite of
mine, because I see no foolish, nonsensical young ladyism about her.
She does not disfigure herself with a fuzz of hair dangling over her
eyes, but has nice sensible shining locks, which always look clean
and well-brushed. She was paler than usual to-day, and there was
listlessness in her manner such as I had never seen before in buoyant
Emmie. I could not help remarking upon it to her mother when she was
out of the room; and Miriam sighed and looked a little anxious as she
answered:
"I do not think Emmie _is_ very well, Adolphus. She had a heavy
influenza cold in the spring, just after we had all been afflicted with
mumps, and she has never been quite herself since. The doctor calls it
lassitude and want of tone."
"And what does he do for her?"
"He has prescribed a tonic, which she is taking regularly; but what
she really wants, he says, is a thorough change of air and scene, and
that, you know, we cannot give her until we take our holiday August.
She is a dear good girl, and when she is at home she will work, in hope
of giving me less to do, I believe;" and here Miriam's eyes began to
glisten as she looked at me.
"You might have sent her down to me," I growled; and then a thought
struck me. Why should not Emmie go to Salzbrun? it would be the very
thing for her, and not at all unpleasant for me to have a fresh young
fellow-traveler to enjoy the sights and help me through the inevitable
discomforts. Perhaps, too, Emmie's education having been so much more
recently polished than my own, her powers of French conversation might
be in better working order than mine, which, if not exactly the worse
for wear, had certainly grown somewhat rusty from lying idle all these
years; nay, more, it was possible that Emmie might have learnt German.
That decided me.
"Miriam," I said, "will you let me take the child with me to Salzbrun
next week? Of course, you should have no expense about the trip, and
I think that she and I could be very jolly together for a couple of
months or so."