The second story lay untouched, wrapt in its magic. Contemplating the
way, with its difference, it enhanced the first and was enhanced by it,
she longed to see the two side by side and found, while she hesitated
before the slow scattering process of translation, a third that set her
headlong at work towards the perfect finished group. There was no
weariness in this second stretch of labour. Behind her lay the first
story, a rampart, of achievement and promise, and ahead, calling her on,
the one that was yet to be attempted, difficult and strange, a little
thread of story upon a background of dark thoughts, like a voice heard
through a storm. Even the heaviest parts of the afternoon could be used,
in an engrossed forgetfulness of time and place. Time pressed. The year
was widening and lifting too rapidly towards the heights of June when
everything but the green world, fresh gleaming in parks and squares
through the London swelter, sweeping with the tones of spring and summer
mingled amongst the changing trees, towards September, would fade from
her grasp and disappear.
CHAPTER VI
“Well. What did he say?”
“Oh, nothing; he made a great opportunity. He didn’t like the stories.”
“Remarkable!”
“I did it all the wrong way. When I accepted their invitation I wrote
that I was bringing down some translations of the loveliest short
stories I had ever read.” I was suddenly proud, in Lyons, of remembering
“short stories” and excited about having something written to show him
at last. The sentence felt like an entry into their set.
“If he did not agree with this I pity him.”
“I don’t know how it would have been if I had said nothing at all.” He
might have said look here this is good stuff. You must do something with
this.
“I tell you again this man is superficial.”
“He said the sentiment was gross and that they were feeble in
construction.” Waiting, in the window seat, with the large fresh light
from the sea pouring in from behind across the soft clear buffs and
greens of the room; weaving for Alma, with the wonder of keeping him
arrested, alone in his study, with his eyes on her written sentences, a
view of the London life as eventful, enviable leisure; the door opening
at last, the swift compact entry of the little figure with the sheaf of
manuscript, the sudden lifting jubilance of the light; the eager
yielding to the temptation to enhance the achievement by a disclaiming
explanation of the difficult circumstances, the silencing minatory
finger--wait, wait, you’re taking it the wrong way--and at last the
high-pitched, colourless, thinking voice in brief comprehensive
judgment; the shattering of the bright scene, the end of the triumphant
visit, with a day still to pass, going about branded as an admirer of
poor stuff.