“Oh well, I’ve got the sack.”
“Are you serious” he said in a low frightened tone. The heavens were
clear, ringing with morning joy; from far away in the undisturbed future
she looked back smiling upon the episode that lay before her growing and
pressing.
“I’m not serious. But they are. This is a solemn, awfully nice little
note from Mr. Orly; he had to write, because he’s the senior partner, to
inform me that he has come to the conclusion that I must seek a more
congenial post. They have absolutely made up their minds. Because they
know quite well I have no training for any other work, and no resources,
and they would not have done this unless they were absolutely obliged.”
“Then you will be obliged to leave these gentlemen?”
“Of course long before I had finished talking I was thinking about all
sorts of other things; and seeing all kinds of points of view that
seemed to be stated all round us by people who were looking on. I always
do when I talk to Mr. Hancock. His point of view is so clear-cut and so
reasonable that it reveals all the things that hold social life
together, and brings the ghosts of people who have believed and suffered
for these things into the room, but also all kinds of other points of
view..... But I’m not going to leave. I can’t. What else could I do?
Perhaps I will a little later on, when this is all over. But I’m not
going to be dismissed in solemn dignity. It’s too silly. That shows you
how nice they are. I know that really I must leave. Anyone would say so.
But that’s the extraordinary thing; I don’t believe in those things;
solemn endings; being led by the nose by the necessities of the
situation. That may be undignified. But dignity is silly; the back view.
Already I can’t believe all this solemnity has happened. It’s simply a
most fearful bother. They’ve managed it splendidly, waiting till
Saturday morning, so that I shan’t see any of them again. The Orlys will
be gone away for a month when I get there to-day and Mr. Hancock is away
for the week-end and I am offered a month’s salary in lieu of notice, if
I prefer it. I had forgotten all this machinery. They’re perfectly in
the right, but I’d forgotten the machinery..... I knew yesterday. They
were all three shut up together in the den, talking in low tones, and
presently came busily out, each so anxious to pass the dismissed
secretary in hurried preoccupation, that they collided in the doorway,
and gave everything away to me by the affable excited way they
apologised to each other. If I had turned and faced them then I should
have said worse things than I had said to Mr. Hancock. I _hated_ them,
with their resources and their serenity, complacently pleased with each
other because they had decided to smash an employee who had spoken out
to them.”
“This was indeed a scene of remarkable significance.”