Immersing herself in her corner she saw nothing more until Eve’s face
appeared in the crowd waiting upon the seaside platform. Eve beamed
welcome and eager wordless communications and turned at once to lead the
way through the throng. They hurried, separated by Miriam’s
hand-luggage, silenced by the din of the traffic rattling over the
cobblestones, meeting and parting amongst the thronging pedestrians,
down the steep slope of the narrow street until Eve turned, with a
piloting backward glance, and led the way along the cobbled pavement of
a side-street, still narrower and sloping even more steeply downhill. It
was deserted, and as they went single-file along the narrow pavement,
Miriam caught in the distance, the unwonted sound of the winter sea. She
had not thought of the sea as part of her visit, and lost herself in the
faint familiar roll and flump of the south-coast tide. It was enough.
The holiday came and passed in the imagined sight of the waves tumbling
in over the grey beach, and the breaking of the brilliant seaside light
upon the varying house-fronts behind the promenade; she returned
restored; the prize of far-off London renewed already, keenly, within
her hands, to find Eve standing still just ahead, turned towards her;
smiling too breathlessly for speech. They were in front of a tiny
shop-front, slanting with the steep slant of the little road. The window
was full of things set close to the panes on narrow shelves. Miriam
stood back, pouring out her appreciation. It _was_ perfect; just as she
had imagined it; exactly the little shop she had dreamed of keeping when
she was a child. She felt a pang of envy.
“_Mine_” said Eve blissfully “my own.” Eve had property; fragile
delicate _Eve_, the problem of the family. This was her triumph. Miriam
hurried, lest her thoughts should become visible, to glance up and down
the street and exclaim the perfection of the situation.
“I know” said Eve with dreamy tenderness, “and it’s all my own; the shop
and the house; all mine.” Miriam’s eyes rose fearfully. Above the shop,
a narrow strip of bright white plaster house shot up, two storeys high;
charming, in the way it was complete, a house, and yet the whole of it,
with a strip of sky above, and the small neat pavement below, in your
eye at once, and beside it right and left, the irregular heights and
widths of the small houses, close-built and flush with the edge of the
little pavement, up and down the hill. But the thought of the number of
rooms inside the little building brought, together with her longing to
see them, a sense of the burden of possessions, and her envy
disappeared. While she cried you’ve got a _house_, she wondered,
scanning Eve’s radiant slender form, whence she drew with all her
apparent helplessness, the strength to face such formidable things.