The next night the air poured in at an open window, silently lifting
long light muslin curtains and waving them about the little narrow room
filled as with moonlight by the soft blue light from the street-lamp
below. The sound of the sea drowned the present in the sense of sea-side
summers; bringing back moments of chance wakenings on sea-side holidays,
when the high blaze of yesterday and to-morrow were together in the
darkness. Miriam slept at once and woke refreshed and careless in the
frosty sunrise. Her room was blazing with golden light. She lay
motionless, contemplating it. There was no sound in the house. She could
watch the sunlight till something happened. Harry would see that she got
up in time for breakfast. There would be sunlight at breakfast in the
room below; and Harry and Gerald and the remains of Christmas
leisure..... “We only keep going because of Elspeth.” How could she have
gone off to sleep last night without recalling that? If Harry and Gerald
found marriage a failure, it was a failure. Perhaps it was a passing
phase and they would think differently later on. But they had spoken so
simply, as if it were a commonplace fact known to everybody ... they had
met so many people by this time. Nearly all their lodgers had been
married, and unhappy. Perhaps that was because they were nearly all
theatrical people? If Harry had stayed in London and not had to work for
a living would she have been happier? No; she was gayer down here; even
more herself. It _amused_ her to have rushes, and turn out three rooms
after ten o’clock at night. They both seemed to run the house as a sort
of joke, and remained absolutely themselves. Perhaps that was just in
talking about it, at Christmas, to her. It certainly must be horrible in
the season, as Harry said, the best part of the house packed with
selfish strangers for the very best part of the year; so much to do for
them all day that there was never even time to run down to the sea......
Visitors did not think of that. If they considered their landlady it
would spoil their one fortnight of being free. Landladies ought to be
old; not minding about working all day for other people and never seeing
the sea. Harry was too young to be a landlady ...... the gently moving
curtains were flat against the window again for a moment, a veil of thin
muslin screening the brilliant gold, making it an even tone all over the
room; a little oblong of misty golden light. Even for Harry’s sake she
could not let any tinge of sadness invade it... That was being exactly
like the summer visitors...
“Good _Gracious_!” The door was open and Harry, entering with a jug of
hot water was enveloped in the end of the out-blown curtains. “Why on
Earth d’you have your window like that? It’s simply _bitter_.”
“I love it” said Miriam, watching Harriett’s active little moving form
battle with the flying draperies. “I’m revelling in it.”