“I had forgotten the author was Russian. That idea of the rush of mixed
subjects coming to the medical student too quickly one after the other
for anything to be taken in, is awful, and perfectly true. Hosts of
subjects, hosts of different theories about all of them; no general
ideas ..... Doctors have to specialise when they are boys and they
remain ignorant all their lives.”
“This is not only for doctors. You have touched the great problem of
modern life. No man can, to-day, see over the whole field of knowledge.
The great Leibnitz was the last to whom this was possible.”
To be ignorant always, knowing one must die in ignorance. What was the
use of going on? Life looked endless. Suddenly it would seem short.
“Wait till you’re fifty and the years pass like weeks.” You would begin
to see clearly all round you the things you could never do. Never go to
Japan. Already it was beginning. No college. No wanderjahre......
Translating books might lead to wanderjahre.
“It’s certainly a book that ought to be translated.” At least there
could be no more “Eminent men.” There might always be someone at work
somewhere who would suddenly knock him down like a ninepin.
“Well you shall see. I will read you a passage from later, that you may
judge whether you will care. I must tell you it deals of intimate
matters. You must excuse.”
It was not only that he thought she might object. He also realised that
the English reserves between them were being swept away. It was strange
that a free Russian should have these sensibilities. He read his extract
through, bringing it to a close in shaken tones, his features
sensitively working.
Everyone ought to know...... It ought to be shouted from the house-tops
that a perfectly ordinary case leaves the patient sans connaissance et
nageant dans le sang.
“It’s very interesting,” she said hurriedly, “but in English it would be
condemned as unsuitable for general reading.”
“I thought that possible.”
“The papers would solemnly say that it deals with subjects that are
better veiled.”
“Indeed it is remarkable. John Bull is indeed the perfect ostrich.”
“Oh those men who write like that don’t want them veiled from
_themselves_.”
“I will tell you more than that. The Paris pornographia _lives_ on its
English patrons.”
“Oh no; I’m sure it doesn’t.”
“On the contrary I assure you this is a fact. Any French bookseller will
tell you. I see that this distresses you. It is not perhaps in every
case so base as would appear. There is always even in quite deliberate
French obscenity a certain _esprit_. These subjects lend themselves.”