He had thus been able to satisfy both that thirst and that hunger which
had each assailed him so fiercely on his first awaking; and this
fact gave to him a glow of satisfaction, and a confidence in his own
resources, which dispelled the last vestige of his gloom, and filled him
with energy, and hope, and cheerfulness. In this frame of mind he set
out on the renewal of his journey, not knowing any better than before
where he was going, yet hoping for the best.
The brook ran on for some miles, receiving other brooks, and growing
gradually larger. As a general thing, its bed afforded a sufficiently
easy pathway for Phil to traverse, without any unusual exertion, and
was preferable, on the whole, to the forest with its underbrush.
Occasionally, however, he was able to take advantage of favorable
openings among the trees, and on several occasions gained very much
by taking short cuts, and avoiding certain bends in the river. On such
short cuts it is needless to say that he never ventured, unless he was
able to see plainly where he was going. In this way he went on for some
hours, and in that time he certainly succeeded in getting-over a large
extent of ground.
But such exertions as these were not made easily; and soon the energy
with which he had started began to relax. He became more sensitive to
the heat, and it seemed to him that the smoke was growing more dense and
more distressing. He began to think that he must be drawing nearer to
the fires from which all this smoke and this oppressive heat arose.
The thought was a most disheartening one; for if it were true, it would
transform what seemed to be his pathway to safety into a blind rush
to danger, and make of no avail all his long struggles that he had
put forth so perseveringly. It was a thought, indeed, which was too
depressing for him to entertain, and so he strove to drive it from his
mind; but it was one of those unpleasant ideas which cling to the mind
in spite of itself, and so, notwithstanding Phil's efforts to hope for
the best, there lowered over him a very dark and dismal foreboding that
his present course would at length bring him face to face with the fire.
And what then?
All, that he could not tell.
Should he turn back now? No; that was a thing which he could not bear to
think of. Wherever he was going, he could not turn back yet--not till he
was convinced that it was all wrong--not till the very presence of the
fire itself should force him to give up all hope of farther progress in
this direction.