"I just ran down to see about the flowers for your corsage, but
everything was so sweet and fragrant I couldn't tear myself away," she
explained, with many nods and shrugs of head and shoulders.
"You are very excusable," Jewel replied, drawing a long breath of
relief at hearing that Marie had been in the conservatory, out of reach
of what had happened awhile ago.
She had feared at first that she would have to take the clever maid
into her confidence and secure her aid in removing the body, but now
she was very glad she had not done so.
"I accomplished it all by myself, although I ran a terrible risk in
doing so. Ugh! what if Mrs. Wellings, or any of the servants, had come
upon me when I was dragging her through the halls and down the stairs!"
she shuddered to herself, with a passing wonder at her own hardihood.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
No one who saw Jewel Fielding at Mrs. Devere's splendid reception that
night would have guessed the dark secret she had in her breast.
The purple plush and brocade, with the diamond ornaments and
creamy-hued corsage flowers, made her beauty seem queenly. Her dark
eyes radiated light enough to atone for the slight pallor of her
cheeks, whereon the rose was wont to bloom, and her lips were wreathed
in deceptive smiles that hid the horror lurking in her heart.
Laurie Meredith thought that he had never seen her more beautiful than
to-night, and he did not wonder that she had so many admirers. The
only thing that surprised him was that she could prefer himself above
all those others who worshiped her, while he had been one of the most
indifferent suitors that ever bowed at woman's shrine.
But her beauty and her devotion had touched his heart at last. He must
have been a marble man if it had not, for her devotion was so plain,
and yet so pathetic, seeming to ask for nothing in return save the
privilege of loving.
"Only to love him--nothing more,
Never a thought of his loving me!
Proud of him, glad of him, though he bore
My heart to shipwreck on this smooth sea.
Love's faith sees only grief, not wrong,
And life is daring when 'tis young."
If anything could have excused her folly and sin it would have been the
madness of her passion for him. She worshiped him and made no secret
of it. She could not keep her dark eyes from turning to his face, even
in the greatest crowds; she could not keep from speaking to him if he
came near her. By degrees the little world of society realized this.
People would smile when they saw them together. They would take care
not to intrude on their _tete-a-tetes_, not knowing that the love was
all on one side.
The Merediths could not help but see how things were going. Indeed,
they had seen long ago that she was in love with Laurie, and had been
ever since that summer when she had nursed him through the brain fever.
They talked to him delicately about it, wondering how he could remain
so indifferent to one so beautiful and loving.