He went to the Smythes' that evening with his thoughts still revolving
around Lawless' future, which quite suddenly had become of immense
importance to him. It was his liking for the man, that strange
unaccountable feeling he had had for him at their first meeting which,
despite prejudice and later distrust, he had never managed to conquer,
that made him so extraordinarily anxious to hold out a helping hand.
Simmonds, the man who was dead, had had a similar regard for him; and
the boy, Tom Hayhurst, in a more exaggerated degree realised the
magnetic attraction of his personality. Given a second chance. Colonel
Grey was fully convinced that Lawless would carve out a future for
himself of which no man need be ashamed. It remained for him to see
that a suitable chance offered.
By an odd coincidence the first person he came across in the Smythes'
drawing-room after greeting his hostess was Mrs Lawless. He was, he
discovered later, to take her in to dinner. He had not seen her to
speak to since the evening he had called upon her at the time of
Simmonds' murder, and he was not quite sure until she turned and spoke
to him how he stood in her regard.
She was looking very lovely, but older, he decided. He had never
observed anyone age as she had within a few months. There were lines in
her face that had not been there when he first knew her, and her eyes
were sadder, her bearing altogether less confident. Some people might
have considered her less attractive on this account; but to him, in the
clouded expression of the thoughtful eyes, in the thin line that ran
from nose to mouth, there was a pathetic appeal that was infinitely
womanly, and therefore more alluring than the proud defiance of youth.
She held out her hand to him, and smiled a welcome.
"I began to think that you and I were not to meet again," she said.
"That is a very gracious speech," he answered, "for it permits me the
belief that you were not unwilling for a meeting. But there is a grim
suggestion underlying the words that pleases me less. Is it my speedy
dissolution you anticipate?"
"No," she answered quietly. "But--I thought you might have heard--I'm
going Home."
"Indeed!" he said, and looked at her with quickened interest. "That's
news to me. Do you leave shortly?"
"Next week," she replied slowly, her fingers entwining themselves in the
silver girdle at her waist. "I never intended to stay very long, you
know. I came to... Just on a visit."
"And you return satisfied?" he asked, and knew not why he asked the
question, nor why she should look at him so strangely with so sad an
expression in the look.
"No," she replied.