Mr Burton gave her frequent bulletins, sometimes hopeful, sometimes,
despite his utmost endeavour to appear sanguine before her, depressed.
The final issue had become to him also a matter of tremendous
importance. He had a very warm regard for this man of striking
personality, who had come into his quiet monotonous life and drawn him
as a protagonist into the midst of startling and unusual events. And he
was profoundly sorry for the beautiful woman who was his wife, and yet
appeared to have no place nor share in his life. Mr Burton, knowing
nothing of the circumstances surrounding the lives of these two,
refrained from criticising either. He formed his liking impartially,
and reserved judgment.
Every morning Mrs Lawless accompanied him part of the way to the
school, and sometimes in the evening she would meet him coming home. He
was the only human being to whom she could talk unreservedly. Colonel
Grey had gone back to the coast after having arranged for a daily
bulletin. He told Mr Burton to telegraph for him if his presence was
needed, and this Mr Burton also undertook to do, supposing him to mean
in the event of a fatal termination.
The days passed; they grew warmer; but Lawless made no progress towards
recovery.
"He is not going to get well," Zoe said with conviction one morning to
the doctor when she interviewed him after he left the sick-room.
The doctor looked nonplussed.
"He makes no fight," he answered, as though puzzled to account for this
ready giving in. Then he added, with one of his rare attempts at
encouragement: "But he is still with us."
The hope thus sparingly dealt out was not sufficiently convincing to
reassure her. She felt that the sand in the glass was running low. If
only she might be allowed to sit beside him, to touch him! ... She
feared that he might slip from her in his sleep perhaps, and that she
might not know in time.
"You'll call me--you'll be sure to call me," she said to the nurses
continually, "if there's any change for the worse?"
And one morning the call came. She was in bed when the nurse tapped at
the door. She did not stay to dress herself, but slipping on a loose
wrapper, pinned her hair up carelessly, and hurried to the sick-room.
The doctor had been sent for but had not yet arrived. Both nurses were
in the room. The night-nurse, who was only then relieved, remained to
be of assistance. Lawless had been violently sick. He now lay back on
the pillow exhausted with closed eyes, breathing so slightly that he
scarcely seemed to breathe at all. He had all the appearance of a man
who is rapidly sinking.
"Is it the end?" Zoe whispered to one of the nurses in an awestruck
voice.
"I'm afraid so," the woman answered, and placed a chair for her beside
the bed.