She had neither the heart nor the courage to shatter his hopes. She
smiled at him and shook her head.
"Women don't bare their hearts to one another," she answered. "But I
always feel with Zoe Lawless that she lives in the past."
"Pshaw!" he returned easily. "You're a sentimentalist, Kate."
The following day when Van Bleit called upon Mrs Lawless he had
occasion to remember his cousin's words, and to wonder whether she might
not have some grounds for her opinion. The message he received at the
door was that Mrs Lawless was out. He left the magnificent basket of
flowers he had brought with him, and scribbled hastily on a visiting
card that he would call again on the morrow, and went away dissatisfied.
She must have known that he would call that day. If she had felt
kindly towards him she would have remained at home to receive him. He
was undecided whether to infer from her action that she no longer had
any wish to meet him, or if she was merely piqued that he had not gone
straightway to her after his liberation, and desired to show by her
coldness her displeasure at his negligence. The latter view appealing
more to his self-esteem he inclined towards adopting it; though a
knowledge of Zoe Lawless' character should have dispelled any such
supposition.
The next day when he reached the house and rang the bell, with
considerably less confidence than on the former occasion, he was met
with the same disconcerting message as before. Mrs Lawless was not at
home. There could be no mistake this time as to the intention of the
rebuff.
He ground his heel savagely into the gravel of the path and turned away.
It was the trial and the charge of murder, he decided, which had
probably shocked her. It was not sufficient apparently that he had been
acquitted of the charge; womanlike, she held him responsible for the
life he had taken.
He went back to his own rooms. He had left the Smythes. The animosity
that existed between himself and Smythe rendered it inadvisable for them
to remain long beneath the same roof. And he had no inclination for his
cousin's society. He shrank from the thought of her sympathy. It was
humiliating beyond measure to have to acknowledge his defeat to her.
Then, like an inspiration, the advice Lawless had given him on the last
occasion when they had lunched together flashed into his mind. He
decided to adopt it, to leave Cape Town immediately. It did not seem to
occur to him that had absence been likely to further his cause his
recent detention should have considerably advanced him in favour.
At this crisis a telegraphic message arrived from Lawless himself.
"_Congrats try change of air bed board and welcome here grit_."
Van Bleit read this message many times, and considered it for fully half
an hour before he wrote a reply. He considered his reply with equal
care, and made several alterations in the form before finally writing it
out on a fresh form and dispatching it.